tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-25130661407688625192024-02-20T23:49:36.923+03:00WALKING THROUGH THE ROOMS of MY LIFE....My Blog is the sounds of my inner voice.. the snapshots of my digital eye..
مدونتي هي أفكاري التي تأبى أن "تهدأ" بداخلي..Anonymoushttp://www.blogger.com/profile/11700547499034827451noreply@blogger.comBlogger35125tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2513066140768862519.post-72712049882359980952013-05-19T20:29:00.000+03:002013-05-19T20:29:20.844+03:00 ذلك الأنف النجدي <div dir="ltr" style="text-align: left;" trbidi="on">
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<span style="font-size: large;">خرجت في عجلة من أمرها كعادتها .. فليس في الحياة بقية.. هكذا كانت تحدث نفسها باستمرار.. </span></div>
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<span style="font-size: large;">دخلت الي المصعد المكتظ بالوجوه الصغيره ،، تعتليها بليتة ألوان عبث بها رسام جرئ.. قد تبدو للناظر انها فراشات أو وحوش لطيفه.. تزيد من اختلاط ألوانها أيدي رطبة ملطخة بالشوكولاته تمسك بهدايا حفل عيد ميلاد احدهم. </span></div>
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<span style="font-size: large;">تأملت تلك الوجوه.. كم هي جميلة البراءة و كم هو ممتع شعور ذلك الذهن الصافي.. صفاء الطفولة الحرة المنطلقة.. </span></div>
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<span style="font-size: large;">منطلقة!! .. نعم يجب أن أنطلق سريعا حتي لا أتأخر علي موعدي .. حدثت نفسها باندفاع.. </span></div>
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<span style="font-size: large;">و في ثواني توازي في سرعتها قوة ذلك الاندفاع.. وقف "ذلك الأنف النجدي" شامخا ليلقنها درسا في معاني الحياة.. </span></div>
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<span style="font-size: large;">رفعت رأسها لتري تجمع تلك الوجوه الصغيره حولها تراقب سيل الدم المندفع من "ذلك الأنف النجدي" .. و أحاطتها الأصوات الناصحة بان ترفع رأسها.!! تخفض رأسها .. تميل به يمينا.. لا .. بل يسارا.. الأصوات المتعاطفة و الأعين المحاطة بالألوان تنظر إليها في فجعه و هي تفكر.. بينما كفيها يمتلئان ببحيرة الدم الأحمر... </span></div>
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<span style="font-size: large;">القت بتلك البحيري على الأرض و رفعت كفيها معلنة للجميع قرارها .. سأتوجه الي مشفي للطوارئ .. </span></div>
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<span style="font-size: large;">و انطلقت .. سريعا كعادتها حتي لا تتأخر.. علي درس في الحياة .. سيلقنها إياه "ذلك الأنف النجدي".</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: large;">و في سويعات تحولت من تلك المرأة المفعمة بالطاقة المنطلقة في سباق مع الوقت الي مستسلمة لكل ما يدور حولها.. </span></div>
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<span style="font-size: large;">فقد علمها "ذلك الانف النجدي".. </span></div>
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<span style="font-size: large;">أن لله في أقداره حكما قد لا تعيها عقولنا البشرية..</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: large;">أن الحياة أكثر سرعة منا نحن البشر..</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: large;"> ان إنجازاتنا لا يجب أن تعتمد علينا و إلا توقفت بتوقفنا..</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: large;">أن نظرة قلق و دمعة محب هي من أكثر الأمور ألما في الحياة ...</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: large;">أننا في لحظات الألم نتخير أولئك الذين لا نستحي من تعرينا أمامهم.. </span></div>
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<span style="font-size: large;">أن طعم الحلوي لا وجود له بدون رائحتها..</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: large;">أن ذلك الانف النجدي الذي لطالما انزعجت منه، هو مصدر للمتع الصغيره في يومها المكتظ بالواجبات.. </span></div>
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<span style="font-size: large;">أن في مئات المرات القادمة التي ستردد فيها كلمة "الحمد لله" ستستشعر من خلالها حمدا لله علي تقديره الذي لا تفهم علته.. </span></div>
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<span style="font-size: large;">و أولاه علي القائمة هو "ذلك الأنف النجدي".. الذي قد لا تحب منظره و لكنها أصبحت الآن تعشق دوره في حياتها.. </span></div>
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<span style="font-size: large;">و لأن كسرها لم يكن بسيطا فان أنفها النجدي مازال متلحفا بغطاء حديدي يملؤ نفسها تساؤلا كلما نظرت اليه.. أمازال هذا الأنف نجديا يا ترى!!!؟؟</span></div>
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Anonymoushttp://www.blogger.com/profile/11700547499034827451noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2513066140768862519.post-71982188351687607282013-01-06T20:49:00.002+03:002013-01-06T20:49:26.146+03:00ما بين الجدية و المتعة..<div dir="ltr" style="text-align: left;" trbidi="on">
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معاني تجعل من حياتي قيمة مضافة..<o:p></o:p></span></div>
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عليه اسم "المتعة"..<o:p></o:p></span></div>
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التعفف.. معتقدين أنه إن كانت حياتنا مليئة بالجد و التعب فإننا سنكون أكثر قربا
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أن نختار،، ما بين العبوس المستمر لأننا سعداء و نشعر بالرضى.. و لكن لم نعد نريد
هذه الحياة لأنها لم تعد ممتعة..<o:p></o:p></span></div>
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لأننا كنا نعتقد أن أصحابه بعيدا كل البعد عن الواقعية و الحياة الربانية.. فهم
دائما مبتسمون.. و يبدوا أنهم يستمتعون بحياتهم..<o:p></o:p></span></div>
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طعما لا إحساس فيه.. حركة لعضلة لا إرادية.. ذاكرة خلايا جسدية.. تتكرر دون التمعن
في معناها.. عندما تفتقر "الحمد لله" إلى ابتسامة رضى و شعور بالسكينة و
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الإنسانة الجدية حاولت جاهدة أن أجد تعريفا لصديقتي الجديدة "متعة".. </span></div>
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معنى المتعة.. فكانت هذه أولى اكتشافاتي..<o:p></o:p></span></div>
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بلغة الكلمة.. فيكون لكل كلمة أو فكرة ردا يعطيها طعما مميزا..<o:p></o:p></span></div>
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تصريف الكلمة.. و أبهر بمَن يبَسط معناها فتصبح واقعا أتلمسه في حياتي اليومية..<o:p></o:p></span></div>
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التي تتدافع عند مخرج شفتاي.. و ذلك الإحساس الذي يداعب أعماق نفسي في مكان <span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>كنت أجهل تواجده.. أبحث عن معنى كلمة "متعة"
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تم اكتشافه.. وقفت مصدومة لأنني اكتشفت أيضا أن "متعة الكلمة المكتوبة"
لا تكتمل إلا بقارئ لهذه الكلمة و حوار لا يعلم كلانا إلى أين يمكن أن يقودنا..<o:p></o:p></span></div>
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Anonymoushttp://www.blogger.com/profile/11700547499034827451noreply@blogger.com7tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2513066140768862519.post-73225150438419770782012-12-11T23:17:00.000+03:002012-12-11T23:17:22.032+03:00بين الحب و الغيرة.. شعرة قابيل..<div dir="ltr" style="text-align: left;" trbidi="on">
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ينظر إليك.. أن يكون بقربك.. بالغيرة من كل شيئ يمكنك أن تتحسسه.. و يمكنه أن يكون
بين يديك.. لأنني أعلم أنني لم و لن أكون يوما أحد هذه الأشياء.. </span></span></div>
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<span lang="AR-SA" style="font-family: "Arial","sans-serif"; mso-ascii-font-family: Calibri; mso-ascii-theme-font: minor-latin; mso-bidi-font-family: Arial; mso-bidi-theme-font: minor-bidi; mso-hansi-font-family: Calibri; mso-hansi-theme-font: minor-latin;"><span style="font-size: large;">في تواجدي أمامك لا أشترط أن أكون إنسانا.. فقد تمنعك إنسانيتي من أن
تكون من أنت.. بل يكفيني أن أكون شيئا.. خاتما أو مسبحتا اعتدت و اعتادت
عليك..تفتقدني أصابعك و تبحث عني عندما أغيب عنها.. </span></span></div>
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<span lang="AR-SA" style="font-family: "Arial","sans-serif"; mso-ascii-font-family: Calibri; mso-ascii-theme-font: minor-latin; mso-bidi-font-family: Arial; mso-bidi-theme-font: minor-bidi; mso-hansi-font-family: Calibri; mso-hansi-theme-font: minor-latin;"><span style="font-size: large;">لم أكن يوما "غيورة".. بل أنني أتفادى أن أن أكون غيورة ..
لا أستطيع أن أقبلها على نفسي.. لا تتحملها "الأنا" بداخلي "فالأنا"
ترى الغيرة ضعفا.. مذلة.. سقوطا في الهاوية .. </span></span></div>
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<span lang="AR-SA" style="font-family: "Arial","sans-serif"; mso-ascii-font-family: Calibri; mso-ascii-theme-font: minor-latin; mso-bidi-font-family: Arial; mso-bidi-theme-font: minor-bidi; mso-hansi-font-family: Calibri; mso-hansi-theme-font: minor-latin;"><span style="font-size: large;">نفس الهاولة التي سقط فيها إبليس عندما رفض أن يسجد لآدم.. نفس
الهاوية التي سقط فيها قابيل عندما قام بأول جريمة في البشرية..</span></span></div>
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<span lang="AR-SA" style="font-family: "Arial","sans-serif"; mso-ascii-font-family: Calibri; mso-ascii-theme-font: minor-latin; mso-bidi-font-family: Arial; mso-bidi-theme-font: minor-bidi; mso-hansi-font-family: Calibri; mso-hansi-theme-font: minor-latin;"><span style="font-size: large;">و لأنني لا أطيق الغيرة فها أنا أقول لك وداعا للمرة العاشرة.. وداعا
إلى أن ينفض المجلس من حولك و أكون من يستحق اهتمامك..</span></span></div>
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بالغيرة..</span></span></div>
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Anonymoushttp://www.blogger.com/profile/11700547499034827451noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2513066140768862519.post-44930214143747574232012-11-18T19:14:00.001+03:002012-11-18T19:14:25.162+03:00"عادي... !!!" <div dir="ltr" style="text-align: left;" trbidi="on">
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<span style="font-size: large;">كل عام و عامنا الجديد بخير.. </span></div>
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<span style="font-size: large;">ثارت نفسي علي عامي الذي مضى فكان لها حوار ساررت فيه العام الجديد.. لعله يكون عام ملئ بالصحة و السلام و الإنسانية .. </span></div>
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<span style="font-size: large;">بدات قائلة: أيها العام الجديد.. فضلا .. أعد تعريف "العادي"... </span></div>
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<span style="font-size: large;">أعتذر .. نعم .. أعتذر أيها العام الجديد.. فانا لا استطيع قبول "العادي" بعد اليوم. . فلقد اختلفت القيم و المعايير و بالتالي المفاهيم و المعاملات.. </span></div>
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<span style="font-size: large;">العادي بالنسبة لي .. أن تحمل المرأة و تلد.. </span></div>
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<span style="font-size: large;">أن نربي الحيوانات ثم نأكل من لحمها و نشرب من لبنها و نستفيد من وبرها.. </span></div>
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<span style="font-size: large;">العادي أن نعمل مع بعضنا البعض كبشر.. فمنا البائع و آخر مشتري.. </span></div>
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<span style="font-size: large;">أن يعمل بعضنا عند بعض.. فهناك الرئيس و المرؤوس..</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: large;">و لكن ليس من "العادي " أن نصاب بأمراض و أورام غريبة التركيب تودي بأسر الي الهلاك.. </span></div>
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<span style="font-size: large;">و لا من العادي أن نعذب الحيوانات فنحبسها و نعلقها و نطعمها ما يخالف فطرتها لنشبع جشعنا.. </span></div>
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<span style="font-size: large;">و لا يمكن للعادي أن تكون الرشوة هي أساس التعاقد بيننا...</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: large;">و أعجب العادي أن يخاف الإنسان من مثيله الإنسان فيخضع له منكسرا مهانا.. </span></div>
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<span style="font-size: large;">و أسوأ العادي هي الحرب .. قتل الرجال و اغتصاب النساء و تيتيم الأطفال .. و المجازر و الإبادات الجماعية.. هو هذا المعني الحقيقي " لغير العادي" ..</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: large;">عذرا أيها العام الجديد.. إن لم تصلح مفهوم "العادي" لديك، فإنك ستكون مثيلا لصاحبك الذي مضى "عام عادي" .. </span></div>
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<span style="font-size: large;">لم تنهض فيه الإنسانية .. </span></div>
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<span style="font-size: large;">٣ محرم ١٤٣٤</span></div>
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Anonymoushttp://www.blogger.com/profile/11700547499034827451noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2513066140768862519.post-76974237271306420502012-10-28T20:57:00.002+03:002012-10-28T20:57:27.239+03:00أيها الخبيث.. من حقي أن أشعر!!<div dir="ltr" style="text-align: left;" trbidi="on">
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حولها..<o:p></o:p></span></div>
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التي تجعل للحياة روحا ملونة.. بعيدا عن الأبيض و الأسود..<o:p></o:p></span></div>
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حبوب الشطرنج فوق طاولة أسرتها..<o:p></o:p></span></div>
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تمنع سقوط فرشاة ألواني.. و ارتباك حبوب الشطرنج فوق طاولة أسرتي.." .. <o:p></o:p></span></div>
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منها إلا الأبيض و الأسود..<o:p></o:p></span></div>
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بناتي الثلاثة و إبني ..<o:p></o:p></span></div>
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من إستخفاف الغير بمشاعري و أنوثتي و قدرتي على الفهم ..<o:p></o:p></span></div>
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المسيطره على مستقبلي.. و لكن لأن واقعي لا يمكن الوثوق به..<o:p></o:p></span></div>
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لكن لأتفكر في المسؤولية الجديدة التي حملني هي ربي و سألت نفسي.. ما هي رسالتي..؟؟<o:p></o:p></span></div>
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أكثر حساسية لما حولنا.. </span><span lang="AR-SA" style="font-family: "Arial","sans-serif"; font-size: 14pt; line-height: 115%; mso-ascii-font-family: Calibri; mso-ascii-theme-font: minor-latin; mso-bidi-font-family: Arial; mso-bidi-theme-font: minor-bidi; mso-hansi-font-family: Calibri; mso-hansi-theme-font: minor-latin;">ماذا لو أننا استخدمنا هذه القرون في أكثر
بقعة في العالم تكدسا و تنوعا بالأصوات،، والأشكال و الآلوان،، و الروائح..!!<o:p></o:p></span></div>
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كأنها اللقاء الأول.. حيث تختلط فيها مشاعر الترقب مع الحماس و الشغف و الخوف..
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في محاولة جادة للبحث عن "أفضل" مكان لأصلي فيه. مكان يسعني دون أن أسجد
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السماحة.. <o:p></o:p></span></div>
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أنها ستذهب لتحضر ماء زمزم و طلبت مني أن أحجز لها مكانها "الأفضل"..<o:p></o:p></span></div>
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نصيبي..، قلت لنفسي: مثل هذه الأمور لا تحدث إلا هنا..<o:p></o:p></span></div>
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المهيب و قررت أن تكون تجربتي هذه المرة مختلفة..</span></div>
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</div>Anonymoushttp://www.blogger.com/profile/11700547499034827451noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2513066140768862519.post-89305715559682626072012-06-01T18:52:00.001+03:002012-06-22T18:31:12.280+03:00استثمار بعقد شراكة إسمه "أنا""<div dir="ltr" style="text-align: left;" trbidi="on">
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كنت طفلة كنت أعتقد أنني أملك "نفسي" فهي لي.. و العالم كله يدور حول
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"رأسي".. "ألواني و ألعابي" .. "أمي و أبي" كلها
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أسناني التي من حقي أن أفرشها أو لا.. فهي ملكي و لا يستطيع غيري أن يستخدمها<o:p></o:p></span></span></div>
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التي هي ملكي وحدي و لذلك فمن حقي أن أسير حافية دون حذاء..<o:p></o:p></span></span></div>
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.. و أصبحت أكثر نضجا و علمتني الحياة أن العالم لا يدور حول "أنا..ي" و
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مراهقة.. "أنا حره".. و لأنني حرة فمن حقي أن أقرر ما شئت ما دمت أقر
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في أن أنام قبيل الفجر و أستيقظ بعد الظهر..<o:p></o:p></span></span></div>
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في أن أرفض طعام الإفطار و تكون وجبتي الأولى هي كرات الأيس كريم مع الكثير من
الشوكولاته الذائبة..<o:p></o:p></span></span></div>
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في أن أقرأ ما شئت من الروايات و و أشاهد الأفلام التي تشبع تذبذب هرموناتي التي
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لم أعد طفلة فحتما "أنا حره"..<o:p></o:p></span></span></div>
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و أصبحت أكثر نضجا, و علمتني الحياة أنني لست حرة و لكن "لي حقوقا"..<o:p></o:p></span></span></div>
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أن أتعلم..<o:p></o:p></span></span></div>
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أن أعمل..<o:p></o:p></span></span></div>
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أن يكون لي وقتي الخاص بعد عناء يوم طويل مزدحم بمسؤوليات البيت و الأطفال و الزوج
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أن أستمتع بقراءة هادئة إذا خلد الجميع إلى النوم..<o:p></o:p></span></span></div>
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لقاء مع صديقاتي إذا كان الجميع منشغلا و ليس في حاجة لي..<o:p></o:p></span></span></div>
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و أصبحت أكثر حكمة، و علمتني الحياة أن العالم لا يدور حول "انا..ي".. و
أنني لست "حرة" و أن "لا حقوق لي"، إنما "الأنا" هو
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عقلي هما أمانة عندي وهبهما لي الخالق حتى أحافظ عليهما و أنميهما حتى يكون
خراجهما ذا منفعة..<o:p></o:p></span></span></div>
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لهذا القلب يكمن في ترطيبه بذكر الله حتى يكون نبضه غذا لروحي..<o:p></o:p></span></span></div>
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هواه.. فهو يحب و يتعلق بمن يشاء حتى و إن أمرته بعكس ذلك.. حتى و إن صعب علي
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كبرت و أصبحت أكثر حكمة.. علمتني الحياة أن لا وجود لياء "الملكية"
فقواعد اللغة العربية حولتها إلى ياء "المتكلم" فقط..<o:p></o:p></span></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Calibri;">Thirteen years ago I wrote my first life mission.. and I
dreamed.. I dreamed a lot..<span dir="RTL"></span></span><span dir="RTL" style="font-family: "Arial","sans-serif"; mso-ascii-font-family: Calibri; mso-ascii-theme-font: minor-latin; mso-bidi-font-family: Arial; mso-bidi-theme-font: minor-bidi; mso-hansi-font-family: Calibri; mso-hansi-theme-font: minor-latin;"><span dir="RTL"></span> </span><span dir="LTR"></span><span dir="LTR"></span><span style="font-family: Calibri;"><span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>and
I dreamed big..</span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Calibri;">I was pregnant with my second child, and my kids were, and
are still, my priority.. they taught me that “Investing in Humans is the most
rewording.. Its how we can change the world.. NO, really WE CAN<span dir="RTL"></span></span><span dir="RTL" style="font-family: "Arial","sans-serif"; mso-ascii-font-family: Calibri; mso-ascii-theme-font: minor-latin; mso-bidi-font-family: Arial; mso-bidi-theme-font: minor-bidi; mso-hansi-font-family: Calibri; mso-hansi-theme-font: minor-latin;"><span dir="RTL"></span> </span><span style="font-family: Calibri;">CHANGE THE WORLD!!”<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;">
</span></span><span style="font-family: Calibri;">I still dream,, and I encourage my little ones to dream too,
for this is the first step towards accomplishment. </span><span style="font-family: Calibri;">Three summers ago I attended TED Global in Oxford.. and I
went back home believing that I have something to share with the world about
woman who are similar to me, or even better than me, in my beloved country..
KSA.. </span><span style="font-family: Calibri;">I haven’t reached that yet, but I’m on the way.. One day “by
God’s will” I WILL..</span></div>
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<a href="http://www.6seconds.org/2012/01/21/eq-saudi-entrepreneurs/">http://www.6seconds.org/2012/01/21/eq-saudi-entrepreneurs/</a></div>Anonymoushttp://www.blogger.com/profile/11700547499034827451noreply@blogger.com2tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2513066140768862519.post-68715377246279647822012-01-06T17:56:00.001+03:002012-01-06T18:04:01.399+03:00عندما التقيت.. بأهل الكهف..<div dir="ltr" style="text-align: left;" trbidi="on"><div style="text-align: right;"><br />
</div><div dir="rtl" style="text-align: right;"></div><div class="MsoNormal" dir="RTL" style="margin: 0cm 0cm 10pt; text-align: right;"><span lang="AR-SA" style="font-family: "Arial","sans-serif"; font-size: 14pt; line-height: 115%; mso-ascii-font-family: Calibri; mso-ascii-theme-font: minor-latin; mso-bidi-font-family: Arial; mso-bidi-theme-font: minor-bidi; mso-hansi-font-family: Calibri; mso-hansi-theme-font: minor-latin;">في حديثي مع التاريخ قصصت عليه...<o:p></o:p></span></div><div dir="rtl" style="text-align: right;"></div><div class="MsoNormal" dir="RTL" style="margin: 0cm 0cm 10pt; text-align: right;"><span lang="AR-SA" style="font-family: "Arial","sans-serif"; font-size: 14pt; line-height: 115%; mso-ascii-font-family: Calibri; mso-ascii-theme-font: minor-latin; mso-bidi-font-family: Arial; mso-bidi-theme-font: minor-bidi; mso-hansi-font-family: Calibri; mso-hansi-theme-font: minor-latin;">لقائي بأهل الكهف "واتل ما أحي إليك من كتاب ربك لا مبدل لكلماته"<o:p></o:p></span></div><div dir="rtl" style="text-align: right;"></div><div class="MsoNormal" dir="RTL" style="margin: 0cm 0cm 10pt; text-align: right;"><span lang="AR-SA" style="font-family: "Arial","sans-serif"; font-size: 14pt; line-height: 115%; mso-ascii-font-family: Calibri; mso-ascii-theme-font: minor-latin; mso-bidi-font-family: Arial; mso-bidi-theme-font: minor-bidi; mso-hansi-font-family: Calibri; mso-hansi-theme-font: minor-latin;">اقتربت بخطوات حذرة لا أعلم لماذا؟؟ خفت من التاريخ الذي يقف صامتا أمامي.. "لو اطلعت عليهم لوليت منهم فرارا و لملئت منهم رعبا"</span></div><div class="MsoNormal" dir="RTL" style="margin: 0cm 0cm 10pt; text-align: right;"><br />
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</div><div dir="rtl" style="text-align: right;"></div></div>Anonymoushttp://www.blogger.com/profile/11700547499034827451noreply@blogger.com0Middle East22.512557182112385 40.3417964999999877.2279571821123856 21.022876499999988 37.797157182112386 59.660716499999985tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2513066140768862519.post-1196828173510120462011-12-01T17:14:00.000+03:002011-12-01T17:14:35.357+03:00Freedom is the Choice of a New Life<div dir="ltr" style="text-align: left;" trbidi="on"><span style="font-size: 14pt; line-height: 115%;"><span style="font-family: Calibri;"></span></span>Friday, 15th of July, 2010 Oxford, on the last day of TED, Just around sunset I told my friend: "I want to do something WILD". <br />
"What kind of thing? Go to a bar?"<br />
"NOOOO" I said.. "I have this energy!! Don't know what I want!! I just have this feeling of wanting "TO GO WILD"<br />
Well I didn't go wild on that trip.. Because I didn't know what my wild things were!!!<br />
At a time when I thought I had "ME" all figured out, there was still a part of "ME" that I haven't discovered yet..<br />
So I decided to start a list of "Wild things to do.."<br />
I turned on my iPad and started thinking... Mmmmm.. Maybe thinking is not the right way to do it..!!<br />
"OK" I told my self, "I'll just start the note page and then I can add to it.."<br />
And I did..<br />
Thursday, 2nd of November, the Fall of 2011, Spain, Barcelona..<br />
"Congrats" he said, "You just started a new life"..<br />
We celebrarted our new life by eating toasted cheese sandwiches on "air balloon" flame, YES, AIR-BALLOON, and a cup of orange juice.<br />
That sandwich was one of two whom I"ll never forget.<br />
The first was a Hallomee that I ate during a walk in the forests of Cyprus. And the second, is this; on a hill-top just a couple of hours away from Barcelona.<br />
"Celebrating a New Life" that was the tradition after being in an air-balloon for more than an hour.<br />
My day started at 5:30 am. I left the hotel with the kids; it was so dark the concierge thought we were leaving to the airport. He said: "Signora! Do you need someone to pick up your luggage?? When I asked him for a five passenger Taxi at that time. I replied surprisingly: "NO!! There are no luggage!!"<br />
And just before getting in to the Taxi he said again: "Excuse me singnora, but you need to check-out first!!". So then I understood and replied with a smile on my face: " I am not leaving the hotel yet, we are just leaving for a day trip!!". <br />
The taxi dropped us off in front of Hard Rock Cafe just across La Rambla St., where the trip gathering was expected.<br />
Still dark, with no signs of the new day, my kids kept asking with sleepy eyes and yawning voices.. "Mommmyyyy!!! Are you sure we are in the RIGHT place and RIGHT time?? This is a very weird trip!! It is still night!!<br />
A couple of nimutes lated the real excitment started..<br />
After an hour and a half in a safari jeep, with the kids staked in the back seat facing each other "half asleep", and me sitting next to a couple from "Israel" "Palestine"!! we stopped at a small coffee shop for some energy boosters. The kids had tea, and I had an espresso to waken-up. We took-off to our take-off area: a hill on the Spanish French boarder, and saw the birth of an "Air-balloon", yes a BIRTH..<br />
It started with an original bamboo basket and a huge blue poach, and ended up with an amaizing traveling vehicle that kept us up in the air for ore than an hour. Something very similar to what was used in the famous classic novel "Around the World in 80 Days". <br />
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</div><div align="left" class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;"></div><div class="MsoNormal" style="direction: ltr; margin: 0cm 0cm 10pt 36pt; text-align: justify; text-indent: -36pt; unicode-bidi: embed;">We touched the fog, or tried touching it.. We waved "Hi" and "Bye" to all the earthlings we passed by or over. </div><div class="MsoNormal" style="direction: ltr; margin: 0cm 0cm 10pt 36pt; text-align: justify; text-indent: -36pt; unicode-bidi: embed;">I sang "I believe I can fly" and I was flying..</div><div class="MsoNormal" style="direction: ltr; margin: 0cm 0cm 10pt 36pt; text-align: justify; text-indent: -36pt; unicode-bidi: embed;">I enjoyed the amazing bird-view scenery and remembered God in every and each second of that trip..</div><div class="MsoNormal" style="direction: ltr; margin: 0cm 0cm 10pt 36pt; text-align: justify; text-indent: -36pt; unicode-bidi: embed;">I wished you were there to witness me while crossing one of my "Wild things to do" off my list.</div><div class="MsoNormal" style="direction: ltr; margin: 0cm 0cm 10pt 36pt; text-align: justify; text-indent: -36pt; unicode-bidi: embed;">This might not seem SO WILD to a lot people, but the sense of physical and mental freedom is a pleasure that I will always seek.. renewing my life in each step towards that freedom..</div><table align="center" cellpadding="0" cellspacing="0" class="tr-caption-container" style="margin-left: auto; margin-right: auto; text-align: center;"><tbody>
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</div></div>Anonymoushttp://www.blogger.com/profile/11700547499034827451noreply@blogger.com4tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2513066140768862519.post-58317664218846786382011-11-09T15:25:00.000+03:002011-11-09T15:25:21.748+03:00إنجاز .. اليوم الذي وجدت فيه وطنيتي<div dir="ltr" style="text-align: left;" trbidi="on"><div style="text-align: right;"><br />
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"<o:p></o:p></span></div><div style="text-align: right;"> </div><div class="MsoNormal" dir="RTL" style="margin: 0cm 0cm 10pt; text-align: right;"><span lang="AR-SA" style="font-family: "Arial","sans-serif"; font-size: 16pt; line-height: 115%; mso-ascii-font-family: Calibri; mso-ascii-theme-font: minor-latin; mso-bidi-font-family: Arial; mso-bidi-theme-font: minor-bidi; mso-hansi-font-family: Calibri; mso-hansi-theme-font: minor-latin;">فسألني: هاتي ما عندك.. <o:p></o:p></span></div><div style="text-align: right;"> </div><div class="MsoNormal" dir="RTL" style="margin: 0cm 0cm 10pt; text-align: right;"><span lang="AR-SA" style="font-family: "Arial","sans-serif"; font-size: 16pt; line-height: 115%; mso-ascii-font-family: Calibri; mso-ascii-theme-font: minor-latin; mso-bidi-font-family: Arial; mso-bidi-theme-font: minor-bidi; mso-hansi-font-family: Calibri; mso-hansi-theme-font: minor-latin;">أجبته بكلمة واحدة: تدافع..<o:p></o:p></span></div><div style="text-align: right;"> </div><div class="MsoNormal" dir="RTL" style="margin: 0cm 0cm 10pt; text-align: right;"><span lang="AR-SA" style="font-family: "Arial","sans-serif"; font-size: 16pt; line-height: 115%; mso-ascii-font-family: Calibri; mso-ascii-theme-font: minor-latin; mso-bidi-font-family: Arial; mso-bidi-theme-font: minor-bidi; mso-hansi-font-family: Calibri; mso-hansi-theme-font: minor-latin;">فابتسم ابتسامته التي تنم عن حكمة وقال: سنة الله..<o:p></o:p></span></div><div style="text-align: right;"> </div><div class="MsoNormal" dir="RTL" style="margin: 0cm 0cm 10pt; text-align: right;"><span lang="AR-SA" style="font-family: "Arial","sans-serif"; font-size: 16pt; line-height: 115%; mso-ascii-font-family: Calibri; mso-ascii-theme-font: minor-latin; mso-bidi-font-family: Arial; mso-bidi-theme-font: minor-bidi; mso-hansi-font-family: Calibri; mso-hansi-theme-font: minor-latin;">فأجبته: و لكني لا أحب التدافع، أريد أن نقف جميعا في خطوط مستقيمة متوازية و نسير معا في اتجاه واحد و بانتظام .. أشعر أنني أقوم بدفع عجلة كبيرة و ثقيله بكل ما لدي من قوة و لكنها تأبى أن تتحرك بسرعة مع أنها عجلة..<o:p></o:p></span></div><div style="text-align: right;"> </div><div class="MsoNormal" dir="RTL" style="margin: 0cm 0cm 10pt; text-align: right;"><span lang="AR-SA" style="font-family: "Arial","sans-serif"; font-size: 16pt; line-height: 115%; mso-ascii-font-family: Calibri; mso-ascii-theme-font: minor-latin; mso-bidi-font-family: Arial; mso-bidi-theme-font: minor-bidi; mso-hansi-font-family: Calibri; mso-hansi-theme-font: minor-latin;">حكى لي قصة .. و بنهاية القصة سألني مستحثا: مازال لديك حديث!!<o:p></o:p></span></div><div style="text-align: right;"> <a href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEgMzS0SvNNf8RkpcsjUWMl3mX731IEDROSFl5suR5HLnjaanGWPAfNDJABBD5fJb3Pew0TYwNskTNhgfOoeGBSv8FdwIhCbKUwBrJmKO80O1i6HHtVd2hRyyeXygeuJtSPTWWN3QCDlN3A/s1600/Oways%2526SAni.jpg" imageanchor="1" style="clear: left; float: left; margin-bottom: 1em; margin-right: 1em;"><img border="0" height="212" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEgMzS0SvNNf8RkpcsjUWMl3mX731IEDROSFl5suR5HLnjaanGWPAfNDJABBD5fJb3Pew0TYwNskTNhgfOoeGBSv8FdwIhCbKUwBrJmKO80O1i6HHtVd2hRyyeXygeuJtSPTWWN3QCDlN3A/s320/Oways%2526SAni.jpg" width="320" /></a></div><div class="MsoNormal" dir="RTL" style="margin: 0cm 0cm 10pt; text-align: right;"><span lang="AR-SA" style="font-family: "Arial","sans-serif"; font-size: 16pt; line-height: 115%; mso-ascii-font-family: Calibri; mso-ascii-theme-font: minor-latin; mso-bidi-font-family: Arial; mso-bidi-theme-font: minor-bidi; mso-hansi-font-family: Calibri; mso-hansi-theme-font: minor-latin;">فأجبته: أحاول أن أحلل ما سمعت.. أن أجد له منطقا..<o:p></o:p></span></div><div style="text-align: right;"> </div><div class="MsoNormal" dir="RTL" style="margin: 0cm 0cm 10pt; text-align: right;"><span lang="AR-SA" style="font-family: "Arial","sans-serif"; font-size: 16pt; line-height: 115%; mso-ascii-font-family: Calibri; mso-ascii-theme-font: minor-latin; mso-bidi-font-family: Arial; mso-bidi-theme-font: minor-bidi; mso-hansi-font-family: Calibri; mso-hansi-theme-font: minor-latin;">فأجابني: فلسفته؟؟<o:p></o:p></span></div><div style="text-align: right;"> </div><div class="MsoNormal" dir="RTL" style="margin: 0cm 0cm 10pt; text-align: right;"><span lang="AR-SA" style="font-family: "Arial","sans-serif"; font-size: 16pt; line-height: 115%; mso-ascii-font-family: Calibri; mso-ascii-theme-font: minor-latin; mso-bidi-font-family: Arial; mso-bidi-theme-font: minor-bidi; mso-hansi-font-family: Calibri; mso-hansi-theme-font: minor-latin;">نعم فلسفة التدافع..<o:p></o:p></span></div><div style="text-align: right;"> </div><div class="MsoNormal" dir="RTL" style="margin: 0cm 0cm 10pt; text-align: right;"><span lang="AR-SA" style="font-family: "Arial","sans-serif"; font-size: 16pt; line-height: 115%; mso-ascii-font-family: Calibri; mso-ascii-theme-font: minor-latin; mso-bidi-font-family: Arial; mso-bidi-theme-font: minor-bidi; mso-hansi-font-family: Calibri; mso-hansi-theme-font: minor-latin;">نتدافع مع من نحب و من لا نحب،، نتدافع من أجل إثبات ذاتنا و الدفاع عن قضيتنا.. نتدافع حتى يكون لوجودنا معنى.. <o:p></o:p></span></div><div style="text-align: right;"> </div><div class="MsoNormal" dir="RTL" style="margin: 0cm 0cm 10pt; text-align: right;"><span lang="AR-SA" style="font-family: "Arial","sans-serif"; font-size: 16pt; line-height: 115%; mso-ascii-font-family: Calibri; mso-ascii-theme-font: minor-latin; mso-bidi-font-family: Arial; mso-bidi-theme-font: minor-bidi; mso-hansi-font-family: Calibri; mso-hansi-theme-font: minor-latin;">تتكون ذرات الأجسام من أيونات "تتدافع" تدافعها هذا هو ما يجعل لها وجودا<o:p></o:p></span></div><div style="text-align: right;"> </div><div class="MsoNormal" dir="RTL" style="margin: 0cm 0cm 10pt; text-align: right;"><span lang="AR-SA" style="font-family: "Arial","sans-serif"; font-size: 16pt; line-height: 115%; mso-ascii-font-family: Calibri; mso-ascii-theme-font: minor-latin; mso-bidi-font-family: Arial; mso-bidi-theme-font: minor-bidi; mso-hansi-font-family: Calibri; mso-hansi-theme-font: minor-latin;">نتدافع حتى نقوم بإعمار الأرض.. <o:p></o:p></span></div><div style="text-align: right;"> </div><div class="MsoNormal" dir="RTL" style="margin: 0cm 0cm 10pt; text-align: right;"><span lang="AR-SA" style="font-family: "Arial","sans-serif"; font-size: 16pt; line-height: 115%; mso-ascii-font-family: Calibri; mso-ascii-theme-font: minor-latin; mso-bidi-font-family: Arial; mso-bidi-theme-font: minor-bidi; mso-hansi-font-family: Calibri; mso-hansi-theme-font: minor-latin;">"ولولا دفع الله الناس بعضهم ببعض لفسدت الأرض و لكن الله ذو فضل على العالمين" البقرة 251<o:p></o:p></span></div><div style="text-align: right;"> </div><div class="MsoNormal" dir="RTL" style="margin: 0cm 0cm 10pt; text-align: right;"><span lang="AR-SA" style="font-family: "Arial","sans-serif"; font-size: 16pt; line-height: 115%; mso-ascii-font-family: Calibri; mso-ascii-theme-font: minor-latin; mso-bidi-font-family: Arial; mso-bidi-theme-font: minor-bidi; mso-hansi-font-family: Calibri; mso-hansi-theme-font: minor-latin;">إلهي.. مدني بقوة التدافع التي تمكنني من أن أتحرك و أحرك غيري دون أن يؤذي أحدنا الآخر.. <o:p></o:p></span></div><div style="text-align: right;"> </div></div>Anonymoushttp://www.blogger.com/profile/11700547499034827451noreply@blogger.com4tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2513066140768862519.post-19596785583056769732011-08-09T20:38:00.001+03:002011-08-09T23:43:26.957+03:00Embrace.. Embracing Who??<div dir="ltr" style="text-align: left;" trbidi="on"><div align="right" class="MsoNormal" dir="RTL" style="margin: 0cm 0cm 10pt; text-align: left;"><span dir="LTR" style="font-family: "Cambria","serif"; font-size: 12pt; line-height: 115%; mso-ascii-theme-font: major-latin; mso-hansi-theme-font: major-latin;">I was resting in the afternoon when my BB informed me that I have received an email,, Couldn’t resist checking it.. I tapped with my fingers on the touch screen..<o:p></o:p></span></div><div align="right" class="MsoNormal" dir="RTL" style="margin: 0cm 0cm 10pt; text-align: left;"><span dir="LTR" style="font-family: "Cambria","serif"; font-size: 12pt; line-height: 115%; mso-ascii-theme-font: major-latin; mso-hansi-theme-font: major-latin;">"Re: Park Photo" was the title of the email, and a HUGE smile was placed on my face..<o:p></o:p></span></div><div align="right" class="MsoNormal" dir="RTL" style="margin: 0cm 0cm 10pt; text-align: left;"><span dir="LTR" style="font-family: "Cambria","serif"; font-size: 12pt; line-height: 115%; mso-ascii-theme-font: major-latin; mso-hansi-theme-font: major-latin;">That was not the beginning of the story, that email reply was chapter # 2..<o:p></o:p></span></div><div align="right" class="MsoNormal" dir="RTL" style="margin: 0cm 0cm 10pt; text-align: left;"><span dir="LTR" style="font-family: "Cambria","serif"; font-size: 12pt; line-height: 115%; mso-ascii-theme-font: major-latin; mso-hansi-theme-font: major-latin;">The story started in…</span><span lang="AR-SA" style="font-family: "Arial","sans-serif"; font-size: 12pt; line-height: 115%; mso-ascii-font-family: Cambria; mso-ascii-theme-font: major-latin; mso-bidi-font-family: Arial; mso-bidi-theme-font: minor-bidi; mso-hansi-font-family: Cambria; mso-hansi-theme-font: major-latin;"><o:p></o:p></span></div><div align="right" class="MsoNormal" dir="RTL" style="margin: 0cm 0cm 10pt; text-align: left;"><span dir="LTR" style="font-family: "Cambria","serif"; font-size: 12pt; line-height: 115%; mso-ascii-theme-font: major-latin; mso-hansi-theme-font: major-latin;">Scotland, Edinburgh, TED.. July, 2011, Yes, not too long ago..<o:p></o:p></span></div><div align="right" class="MsoNormal" dir="RTL" style="margin: 0cm 0cm 10pt; text-align: left;"><span dir="LTR" style="font-family: "Cambria","serif"; font-size: 12pt; line-height: 115%; mso-ascii-theme-font: major-latin; mso-hansi-theme-font: major-latin;">Greenery as far as your eyes can reach,, the sweet wind dancing in circles around and between TED attendees.. Intellectual people from all around the globe.. chatting,, laughing eating and drinking, saying their good bye(s) before heading back to their realities..<o:p></o:p></span></div><div align="right" class="MsoNormal" dir="RTL" style="margin: 0cm 0cm 10pt; text-align: left;"><span dir="LTR" style="font-family: "Cambria","serif"; font-size: 12pt; line-height: 115%; mso-ascii-theme-font: major-latin; mso-hansi-theme-font: major-latin;">Holding my cup of coffee in my hand,, discussing with a nice intellectual lady "Health "Issues, my eyes wandered around the amazing scenery, trying to hold on to all what was around me till the last minute.. <o:p></o:p></span></div><div align="right" class="MsoNormal" dir="RTL" style="margin: 0cm 0cm 10pt; text-align: left;"><span dir="LTR" style="font-family: "Cambria","serif"; font-size: 12pt; line-height: 115%; mso-ascii-theme-font: major-latin; mso-hansi-theme-font: major-latin;">He turned around, holding a silver tray serving scones filled with fresh cream and jam, he offered us some,,,,,, and,,,, with "Much more.."<o:p></o:p></span></div><div align="right" class="MsoNormal" dir="RTL" style="margin: 0cm 0cm 10pt; text-align: left;"><span dir="LTR" style="font-family: "Cambria","serif"; font-size: 12pt; line-height: 115%; mso-ascii-theme-font: major-latin; mso-hansi-theme-font: major-latin;">I said "Thank you", while my partner was still talking.. </span><span lang="AR-SA" style="font-family: "Arial","sans-serif"; font-size: 12pt; line-height: 115%; mso-ascii-font-family: Cambria; mso-ascii-theme-font: major-latin; mso-bidi-font-family: Arial; mso-bidi-theme-font: minor-bidi; mso-hansi-font-family: Cambria; mso-hansi-theme-font: major-latin;"><o:p></o:p></span></div><div align="right" class="MsoNormal" dir="RTL" style="margin: 0cm 0cm 10pt; text-align: left;"><span dir="LTR" style="font-family: "Cambria","serif"; font-size: 12pt; line-height: 115%; mso-ascii-theme-font: major-latin; mso-hansi-theme-font: major-latin;">My eyes kept gazing at this "Much more",,, <i>his smile</i>.. <o:p></o:p></span></div><div align="right" class="MsoNormal" dir="RTL" style="margin: 0cm 0cm 10pt; text-align: left;"><span dir="LTR" style="font-family: "Cambria","serif"; font-size: 12pt; line-height: 115%; mso-ascii-theme-font: major-latin; mso-hansi-theme-font: major-latin;">All that happening while my <i>head</i> was arguing with my <i>head</i>.. "Ask him".. "Don’t ask him" .. "Ask him!!" "Don’t ask him!!"</span><span lang="AR-SA" style="font-family: "Arial","sans-serif"; font-size: 12pt; line-height: 115%; mso-ascii-font-family: Cambria; mso-ascii-theme-font: major-latin; mso-bidi-font-family: Arial; mso-bidi-theme-font: minor-bidi; mso-hansi-font-family: Cambria; mso-hansi-theme-font: major-latin;"><o:p></o:p></span></div><div align="right" class="MsoNormal" dir="RTL" style="margin: 0cm 0cm 10pt; text-align: left;"><span dir="LTR" style="font-family: "Cambria","serif"; font-size: 12pt; line-height: 115%; mso-ascii-theme-font: major-latin; mso-hansi-theme-font: major-latin;">So, I decided to ask him.. <o:p></o:p></span></div><div align="right" class="MsoNormal" dir="RTL" style="margin: 0cm 0cm 10pt; text-align: left;"><span dir="LTR" style="font-family: "Cambria","serif"; font-size: 12pt; line-height: 115%; mso-ascii-theme-font: major-latin; mso-hansi-theme-font: major-latin;">However, as he was leaving us heading to serve other people, me trying to be polite and not interrupt the lady next to me.. my head was screaming "YOU WILL LOSE HIM WITHOUT ASKING HIM!!!!<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>AND THEN YOU WOUN'T BE ABLE TO FIND HIM IN THIS CROWED!!"</span><span lang="AR-SA" style="font-family: "Arial","sans-serif"; font-size: 12pt; line-height: 115%; mso-ascii-font-family: Cambria; mso-ascii-theme-font: major-latin; mso-bidi-font-family: Arial; mso-bidi-theme-font: minor-bidi; mso-hansi-font-family: Cambria; mso-hansi-theme-font: major-latin;"><o:p></o:p></span></div><div align="right" class="MsoNormal" dir="RTL" style="margin: 0cm 0cm 10pt; text-align: left;"><span dir="LTR" style="font-family: "Cambria","serif"; font-size: 12pt; line-height: 115%; mso-ascii-theme-font: major-latin; mso-hansi-theme-font: major-latin;">Excuse me!! Excuse me!!</span><span lang="AR-SA" style="font-family: "Arial","sans-serif"; font-size: 12pt; line-height: 115%; mso-ascii-font-family: Cambria; mso-ascii-theme-font: major-latin; mso-bidi-font-family: Arial; mso-bidi-theme-font: minor-bidi; mso-hansi-font-family: Cambria; mso-hansi-theme-font: major-latin;"><o:p></o:p></span></div><div align="right" class="MsoNormal" dir="RTL" style="margin: 0cm 0cm 10pt; text-align: left;"><span dir="LTR" style="font-family: "Cambria","serif"; font-size: 12pt; line-height: 115%; mso-ascii-theme-font: major-latin; mso-hansi-theme-font: major-latin;">He turned around and looked towards me, "Excuse me" I said, "You have a very nice smile.." the man was shocked, but still wanted to react in a polite way..</span><span lang="AR-SA" style="font-family: "Arial","sans-serif"; font-size: 12pt; line-height: 115%; mso-ascii-font-family: Cambria; mso-ascii-theme-font: major-latin; mso-bidi-font-family: Arial; mso-bidi-theme-font: minor-bidi; mso-hansi-font-family: Cambria; mso-hansi-theme-font: major-latin;"><o:p></o:p></span></div><div align="right" class="MsoNormal" dir="RTL" style="margin: 0cm 0cm 10pt; text-align: left;"><span dir="LTR" style="font-family: "Cambria","serif"; font-size: 12pt; line-height: 115%; mso-ascii-theme-font: major-latin; mso-hansi-theme-font: major-latin;">So, I interrupted his confusion with "more of me" asking: <o:p></o:p></span></div><div align="right" class="MsoNormal" dir="RTL" style="margin: 0cm 0cm 10pt; text-align: left;"><span dir="LTR" style="font-family: "Cambria","serif"; font-size: 12pt; line-height: 115%; mso-ascii-theme-font: major-latin; mso-hansi-theme-font: major-latin;">"Do you mind if I took a picture of you?" <o:p></o:p></span></div><div align="right" class="MsoNormal" dir="RTL" style="margin: 0cm 0cm 10pt; text-align: left;"><span dir="LTR" style="font-family: "Cambria","serif"; font-size: 12pt; line-height: 115%; mso-ascii-theme-font: major-latin; mso-hansi-theme-font: major-latin;">Now he was really surprised but immediately answered, "No I dont, of course you can". <o:p></o:p></span></div><div align="right" class="MsoNormal" dir="RTL" style="margin: 0cm 0cm 10pt; text-align: left;"><span dir="LTR" style="font-family: "Cambria","serif"; font-size: 12pt; line-height: 115%; mso-ascii-theme-font: major-latin; mso-hansi-theme-font: major-latin;">He posed, I clicked, the moment was captured.. "Nice" I said, "Thank you".<o:p></o:p></span></div><div align="right" class="MsoNormal" dir="RTL" style="margin: 0cm 0cm 10pt; text-align: left;"><span dir="LTR" style="font-family: "Cambria","serif"; font-size: 12pt; line-height: 115%; mso-ascii-theme-font: major-latin; mso-hansi-theme-font: major-latin;">Miss "Lady" was still standing next to me watching what I was doing, and I could hear her repeating.. Interesting.. Interesting .. Interesting!!!</span><span lang="AR-SA" style="font-family: "Arial","sans-serif"; font-size: 12pt; line-height: 115%; mso-ascii-font-family: Cambria; mso-ascii-theme-font: major-latin; mso-bidi-font-family: Arial; mso-bidi-theme-font: minor-bidi; mso-hansi-font-family: Cambria; mso-hansi-theme-font: major-latin;"><o:p></o:p></span></div><div align="right" class="MsoNormal" dir="RTL" style="margin: 0cm 0cm 10pt; text-align: left;"><span dir="LTR" style="font-family: "Cambria","serif"; font-size: 12pt; line-height: 115%; mso-ascii-theme-font: major-latin; mso-hansi-theme-font: major-latin;">Through that crowed of TEDsters, the cameras did not stop clicking, attendees wanted to go back home with printed memories of all the people they met.. However, taking a photo of the "unknown" waiter seemed "INTERESTING"!!! </span><span lang="AR-SA" style="font-family: "Arial","sans-serif"; font-size: 12pt; line-height: 115%; mso-ascii-font-family: Cambria; mso-ascii-theme-font: major-latin; mso-bidi-font-family: Arial; mso-bidi-theme-font: minor-bidi; mso-hansi-font-family: Cambria; mso-hansi-theme-font: major-latin;"><o:p></o:p></span></div><div align="right" class="MsoNormal" dir="RTL" style="margin: 0cm 0cm 10pt; text-align: left;"><span dir="LTR" style="font-family: "Cambria","serif"; font-size: 12pt; line-height: 115%; mso-ascii-theme-font: major-latin; mso-hansi-theme-font: major-latin;">The Eritrean gentlemen who suddenly was in our circle of action suggested an idea,<o:p></o:p></span></div><div align="right" class="MsoNormal" dir="RTL" style="margin: 0cm 0cm 10pt; text-align: left;"><span dir="LTR" style="font-family: "Cambria","serif"; font-size: 12pt; line-height: 115%; mso-ascii-theme-font: major-latin; mso-hansi-theme-font: major-latin;"><span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>"Why don’t you send him the picture?..<o:p></o:p></span></div><div align="right" class="MsoNormal" dir="RTL" style="margin: 0cm 0cm 10pt; text-align: left;"><span dir="LTR" style="font-family: "Cambria","serif"; font-size: 12pt; line-height: 115%; mso-ascii-theme-font: major-latin; mso-hansi-theme-font: major-latin;"><span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>"Yes", I said, "do you have an email address??" And I gave him my business card to write his address on it..</span><span lang="AR-SA" style="font-family: "Arial","sans-serif"; font-size: 12pt; line-height: 115%; mso-ascii-font-family: Cambria; mso-ascii-theme-font: major-latin; mso-bidi-font-family: Arial; mso-bidi-theme-font: minor-bidi; mso-hansi-font-family: Cambria; mso-hansi-theme-font: major-latin;"><o:p></o:p></span></div><div align="right" class="MsoNormal" dir="RTL" style="margin: 0cm 0cm 10pt; text-align: left;"><span dir="LTR" style="font-family: "Cambria","serif"; font-size: 12pt; line-height: 115%; mso-ascii-theme-font: major-latin; mso-hansi-theme-font: major-latin;">Nnamdi, was his name, the waiter with the nice smile, my email to him started with:</span><span lang="AR-SA" style="font-family: "Arial","sans-serif"; font-size: 12pt; line-height: 115%; mso-ascii-font-family: Cambria; mso-ascii-theme-font: major-latin; mso-bidi-font-family: Arial; mso-bidi-theme-font: minor-bidi; mso-hansi-font-family: Cambria; mso-hansi-theme-font: major-latin;"><o:p></o:p></span></div><div align="right" class="MsoNormal" dir="RTL" style="margin: 0cm 0cm 10pt; text-align: left;"><span dir="LTR"></span><span dir="LTR" style="font-family: "Cambria","serif"; font-size: 12pt; line-height: 115%; mso-ascii-theme-font: major-latin; mso-hansi-theme-font: major-latin;"><span dir="LTR"></span>"Dear … sorry I don’t know your name"<o:p></o:p></span></div><div align="right" class="MsoNormal" dir="RTL" style="margin: 0cm 0cm 10pt; text-align: left;"><span dir="LTR" style="font-family: "Cambria","serif"; font-size: 12pt; line-height: 115%; mso-ascii-theme-font: major-latin; mso-hansi-theme-font: major-latin;">All what I knew later about the unknown waiter was that his name is Nnamdi. A</span><span dir="LTR" style="font-family: "Cambria","serif"; font-size: 12pt; line-height: 115%; mso-ascii-theme-font: major-latin; mso-bidi-font-family: Times; mso-hansi-theme-font: major-latin;"> native name from an eastern tribe in Nigeria that means "My God lives" or "is alive". Nnamdi</span><span dir="LTR" style="font-family: "Cambria","serif"; font-size: 12pt; line-height: 115%; mso-ascii-theme-font: major-latin; mso-hansi-theme-font: major-latin;"> has just completed his </span><span dir="LTR" style="font-family: "Cambria","serif"; font-size: 12pt; line-height: 115%; mso-ascii-theme-font: major-latin; mso-bidi-font-family: "Times New Roman"; mso-fareast-font-family: "Times New Roman"; mso-hansi-theme-font: major-latin;">postgraduate studies in Construction Project Management</span><span dir="LTR" style="font-family: "Cambria","serif"; font-size: 12pt; line-height: 115%; mso-ascii-theme-font: major-latin; mso-hansi-theme-font: major-latin;"> ,, he has dreams and wishes for his future..<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>and was generous enough to read my blog..<o:p></o:p></span></div><table cellpadding="0" cellspacing="0" class="tr-caption-container" style="clear: right; float: right; margin-bottom: 1em;"><tbody>
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<tr><td class="tr-caption" style="text-align: center;">Nnamdi Eze "half shocked"</td></tr>
</tbody></table><div align="right" class="MsoNormal" dir="RTL" style="margin: 0cm 0cm 10pt; text-align: left;"><span dir="LTR" style="font-family: "Cambria","serif"; font-size: 12pt; line-height: 115%; mso-ascii-theme-font: major-latin; mso-hansi-theme-font: major-latin;">He was also so thoughtful to teach me that the beginning of my name "Sola" " happens to be the short pronunciation of a native name from the western tribe (known as Yoruba) in his home country Nigeria. And that It is an unisex name popularly called <o:p></o:p></span></div><div align="right" class="MsoNormal" dir="RTL" style="margin: 0cm 0cm 10pt; text-align: left;"><span dir="LTR" style="font-family: "Cambria","serif"; font-size: 12pt; line-height: 115%; mso-ascii-theme-font: major-latin; mso-hansi-theme-font: major-latin;">"Oluwasola" meaning <span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>"God Creates/Makes Wealth" or <o:p></o:p></span></div><div align="right" class="MsoNormal" dir="RTL" style="margin: 0cm 0cm 10pt; text-align: left;"><span dir="LTR" style="font-family: "Cambria","serif"; font-size: 12pt; line-height: 115%; mso-ascii-theme-font: major-latin; mso-hansi-theme-font: major-latin;">"Monisola" meaning "I have you in wealth or you were born in Wealth". </span><span lang="AR-SA" style="font-family: "Arial","sans-serif"; font-size: 12pt; line-height: 115%; mso-ascii-font-family: Cambria; mso-ascii-theme-font: major-latin; mso-bidi-font-family: Arial; mso-bidi-theme-font: minor-bidi; mso-hansi-font-family: Cambria; mso-hansi-theme-font: major-latin;"><o:p></o:p></span></div><div align="right" class="MsoNormal" dir="RTL" style="margin: 0cm 0cm 10pt; text-align: left;"><span dir="LTR" style="font-family: "Cambria","serif"; font-size: 12pt; line-height: 115%; mso-ascii-theme-font: major-latin; mso-hansi-theme-font: major-latin;">Nnamdi is one of hundreds,, thousands or even millions of people who we walk by every day without seeing, not because there is a problem with our sight, but because we have numbed hearts.. our hearts stopped seeing those who live in the shadows of our life.. <span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span></span><span lang="AR-SA" style="font-family: "Arial","sans-serif"; font-size: 12pt; line-height: 115%; mso-ascii-font-family: Cambria; mso-ascii-theme-font: major-latin; mso-bidi-font-family: Arial; mso-bidi-theme-font: minor-bidi; mso-hansi-font-family: Cambria; mso-hansi-theme-font: major-latin;"><o:p></o:p></span></div><div align="right" class="MsoNormal" dir="RTL" style="margin: 0cm 0cm 10pt; text-align: left;"><span dir="LTR" style="font-family: "Cambria","serif"; font-size: 12pt; line-height: 115%; mso-ascii-theme-font: major-latin; mso-hansi-theme-font: major-latin;">People who live in those shadows come in different names, statuses, backgrounds, colors, and importance..</span><span lang="AR-SA" style="font-family: "Arial","sans-serif"; font-size: 12pt; line-height: 115%; mso-ascii-font-family: Cambria; mso-ascii-theme-font: major-latin; mso-bidi-font-family: Arial; mso-bidi-theme-font: minor-bidi; mso-hansi-font-family: Cambria; mso-hansi-theme-font: major-latin;"><o:p></o:p></span></div><div align="right" class="MsoNormal" dir="RTL" style="margin: 0cm 0cm 10pt; text-align: left;"><span dir="LTR" style="font-family: "Cambria","serif"; font-size: 12pt; line-height: 115%; mso-ascii-theme-font: major-latin; mso-hansi-theme-font: major-latin;">Surprisingly, those people sometimes are the closest to us..<o:p></o:p></span></div><div align="right" class="MsoNormal" dir="RTL" style="margin: 0cm 0cm 10pt; text-align: left;"><span dir="LTR" style="font-family: "Cambria","serif"; font-size: 12pt; line-height: 115%; mso-ascii-theme-font: major-latin; mso-hansi-theme-font: major-latin;">I have started narrating my funeral 20 years ago, a couple of months ago I decided to update the story of that day.. to make it more worth working for..</span><span lang="AR-SA" style="font-family: "Arial","sans-serif"; font-size: 12pt; line-height: 115%; mso-ascii-font-family: Cambria; mso-ascii-theme-font: major-latin; mso-bidi-font-family: Arial; mso-bidi-theme-font: minor-bidi; mso-hansi-font-family: Cambria; mso-hansi-theme-font: major-latin;"><o:p></o:p></span></div><div align="right" class="MsoNormal" dir="RTL" style="margin: 0cm 0cm 10pt; text-align: left;"><span dir="LTR" style="font-family: "Cambria","serif"; font-size: 12pt; line-height: 115%; mso-ascii-theme-font: major-latin; mso-hansi-theme-font: major-latin;">On that day I want my house to be filled with people who I have pulled out of the shadow of my life.. If not with their existence then at least with their souls..</span><span lang="AR-SA" style="font-family: "Arial","sans-serif"; font-size: 12pt; line-height: 115%; mso-ascii-font-family: Cambria; mso-ascii-theme-font: major-latin; mso-bidi-font-family: Arial; mso-bidi-theme-font: minor-bidi; mso-hansi-font-family: Cambria; mso-hansi-theme-font: major-latin;"><o:p></o:p></span></div><div align="right" class="MsoNormal" dir="RTL" style="margin: 0cm 0cm 10pt; text-align: left;"><span dir="LTR" style="font-family: "Cambria","serif"; font-size: 12pt; line-height: 115%; mso-ascii-theme-font: major-latin; mso-hansi-theme-font: major-latin;">On that day my spirit will be looking for colored tears, for prayers in different languages, for young bodies just as much as older ones.. for those who remember me as the lady who cared, who shared a smile.. </span><span lang="AR-SA" style="font-family: "Arial","sans-serif"; font-size: 12pt; line-height: 115%; mso-ascii-font-family: Cambria; mso-ascii-theme-font: major-latin; mso-bidi-font-family: Arial; mso-bidi-theme-font: minor-bidi; mso-hansi-font-family: Cambria; mso-hansi-theme-font: major-latin;"><o:p></o:p></span></div><div align="right" class="MsoNormal" dir="RTL" style="margin: 0cm 0cm 10pt; text-align: left;"><span dir="LTR" style="font-family: "Cambria","serif"; font-size: 12pt; line-height: 115%; mso-ascii-theme-font: major-latin; mso-hansi-theme-font: major-latin;">A friend once stood in front of me with opened arms and told me.. embrace me..</span><span lang="AR-SA" style="font-family: "Arial","sans-serif"; font-size: 12pt; line-height: 115%; mso-ascii-font-family: Cambria; mso-ascii-theme-font: major-latin; mso-bidi-font-family: Arial; mso-bidi-theme-font: minor-bidi; mso-hansi-font-family: Cambria; mso-hansi-theme-font: major-latin;"><o:p></o:p></span></div><div align="right" class="MsoNormal" dir="RTL" style="margin: 0cm 0cm 10pt; text-align: left;"><span dir="LTR" style="font-family: "Cambria","serif"; font-size: 12pt; line-height: 115%; mso-ascii-theme-font: major-latin; mso-hansi-theme-font: major-latin;">Dear friend, I wish I did.. <o:p></o:p></span></div><div align="right" class="MsoNormal" dir="RTL" style="margin: 0cm 0cm 10pt; text-align: left;"><span dir="LTR" style="font-family: "Cambria","serif"; font-size: 12pt; line-height: 115%; mso-ascii-theme-font: major-latin; mso-hansi-theme-font: major-latin;">I wish if I can go back in time and embrace that request.</span><span lang="AR-SA" style="font-family: "Arial","sans-serif"; font-size: 12pt; line-height: 115%; mso-ascii-font-family: Cambria; mso-ascii-theme-font: major-latin; mso-bidi-font-family: Arial; mso-bidi-theme-font: minor-bidi; mso-hansi-font-family: Cambria; mso-hansi-theme-font: major-latin;"><o:p></o:p></span></div><div align="right" class="MsoNormal" dir="RTL" style="margin: 0cm 0cm 10pt; text-align: left;"><span dir="LTR" style="font-family: "Cambria","serif"; font-size: 12pt; line-height: 115%; mso-ascii-theme-font: major-latin; mso-hansi-theme-font: major-latin;">Thank you Nnamdi for smiling in my face,, for spicing my life with Nigerian meanings..<o:p></o:p></span></div><div align="right" class="MsoNormal" dir="RTL" style="margin: 0cm 0cm 10pt; text-align: left;"><span dir="LTR" style="font-family: "Cambria","serif"; font-size: 12pt; line-height: 115%; mso-ascii-theme-font: major-latin; mso-hansi-theme-font: major-latin;">I have added a new objective to my existence.. <o:p></o:p></span></div><div align="right" class="MsoNormal" dir="RTL" style="margin: 0cm 0cm 10pt; text-align: left;"><span dir="LTR" style="font-family: "Cambria","serif"; font-size: 12pt; line-height: 115%; mso-ascii-theme-font: major-latin; mso-hansi-theme-font: major-latin;">My shadow will become smaller and smaller till one day it will dissolve.. <o:p></o:p></span></div><div align="right" class="MsoNormal" dir="RTL" style="margin: 0cm 0cm 10pt; text-align: left;"><span dir="LTR" style="font-family: "Cambria","serif"; font-size: 12pt; line-height: 115%; mso-ascii-theme-font: major-latin; mso-hansi-theme-font: major-latin;">On that day when my spirit will reach its eternity all those who I have pulled out of my shrinking shadow will be existing in my funeral.. <o:p></o:p></span></div><div align="right" class="MsoNormal" dir="RTL" style="margin: 0cm 0cm 10pt; text-align: left;"><span dir="LTR" style="font-family: "Cambria","serif"; font-size: 12pt; line-height: 115%; mso-ascii-theme-font: major-latin; mso-hansi-theme-font: major-latin;">Only then I will rest my case..<o:p></o:p></span></div><div align="right" class="MsoNormal" dir="RTL" style="margin: 0cm 0cm 10pt; text-align: left;"><span dir="LTR" style="font-family: "Cambria","serif"; font-size: 12pt; line-height: 115%; mso-ascii-theme-font: major-latin; mso-hansi-theme-font: major-latin;">To Be Continued…</span><span lang="AR-SA" style="font-family: "Arial","sans-serif"; font-size: 12pt; line-height: 115%; mso-ascii-font-family: Cambria; mso-ascii-theme-font: major-latin; mso-bidi-font-family: Arial; mso-bidi-theme-font: minor-bidi; mso-hansi-font-family: Cambria; mso-hansi-theme-font: major-latin;"><o:p></o:p></span></div><div align="right" class="MsoNormal" dir="RTL" style="margin: 0cm 0cm 10pt; text-align: left;"><span style="font-family: Calibri;"><span dir="LTR"></span></span></div><br />
<div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;"></div></div>Anonymoushttp://www.blogger.com/profile/11700547499034827451noreply@blogger.com3tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2513066140768862519.post-27872091462011941742011-07-08T01:51:00.002+03:002011-07-08T22:52:42.794+03:00A Bitter Taste in my Raspberry Pie<span dir="LTR"><span style="font-family: Calibri;">I have always looked at my heart as if it was a raspberry pie. My heart is divided in to triangles; different people share different parts of this delicious pastry. My children however hold the piece with the most filling, may be even the part that has wiping cream on top of it..</span></span><br />
<div align="right" class="MsoNormal" dir="RTL" style="margin: 0cm 0cm 10pt; text-align: left;"><span dir="LTR"><span style="font-family: Calibri;">Two nights ago, a piece of my pie didn’t taste as sweet as it always does, there was bitterness in it,, the bitterness of a mother who had to let go of her baby to allow her to grow and discover herself and the world..</span></span></div><div align="right" class="MsoNormal" dir="RTL" style="margin: 0cm 0cm 10pt; text-align: left;"><span style="font-family: Calibri;"><span dir="LTR">I couldn’t take my eyes off her as she was standing in line waiting for her turn to get her passport stamped by the officer. I was sure of herself confident, her excitement, and her eagerness to fully live the four coming weeks.<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span><span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span></span></span></div><div align="right" class="MsoNormal" dir="RTL" style="margin: 0cm 0cm 10pt; text-align: left;"><span dir="LTR"><span style="font-family: Calibri;">Seeing her picking up her strolling bag off the belt at the checking point, turning around, and waiving good bye with a big smile, a wide eye that is full of brightness, I confessed to myself; So this is why we put all this effort in raising our beloved kids!!!</span></span></div><div align="right" class="MsoNormal" dir="RTL" style="margin: 0cm 0cm 10pt; text-align: left;"><span dir="LTR"><span style="font-family: Calibri;">I remember 13 years ago, she was only two and half years old, both of us standing in front of her classroom door at her Montessori Kindergarten.. </span></span></div><div align="right" class="MsoNormal" dir="RTL" style="margin: 0cm 0cm 10pt; text-align: left;"><span dir="LTR"><span style="font-family: Calibri;">Her friend Gabi waiving to her "come on Bakeel"..</span></span></div><div align="right" class="MsoNormal" dir="RTL" style="margin: 0cm 0cm 10pt; text-align: left;"><span dir="LTR"><span style="font-family: Calibri;">Me, kneeling and talking to her as if she was a mature grownup trying to convince her to enter the classroom with her friend..</span></span></div><div align="right" class="MsoNormal" dir="RTL" style="margin: 0cm 0cm 10pt; text-align: left;"><span dir="LTR"><span style="font-family: Calibri;">She, refusing and looking at me with an eye that says; don’t even try, I am staying with you..</span></span></div><div align="right" class="MsoNormal" dir="RTL" style="margin: 0cm 0cm 10pt; text-align: left;"><span dir="LTR"><span style="font-family: Calibri;">Our smooth adult discussion only took a couple of minutes, then simply she gave me a securing hug, waved good bye, and with a convinced tone she said; see you later Mum.</span></span></div><div align="right" class="MsoNormal" dir="RTL" style="margin: 0cm 0cm 10pt; text-align: left;"><span dir="LTR"><span style="font-family: Calibri;">The other teachers asked me, what did you bribe her with to convince her to join the rest of the kids? I simply replied, of course I didn’t bribe her, I just told her that we both have work to do, go enjoy your time and we will meet at the end of the day, then we can both share with each other the excitement of our day, that simply made her excited enough to let go of me..</span></span></div><div align="right" class="MsoNormal" dir="RTL" style="margin: 0cm 0cm 10pt; text-align: left;"><a href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEiFq_yQ4OKnmY60kbQ_Q7LnruVRPQZC3jt88jlN1Ha9CnV3Jbp_pac9l_6d73PuDZoDx8L1Pwui7h78k_fgjN2d2ZLlCet6lMIftRK8-AAEqsxEJmRhbyCT1qPlukMpgfJ7a8IrDnH76qA/s1600/BakeelNigative.jpg" imageanchor="1" style="clear: right; float: right; margin-bottom: 1em; margin-left: 1em;"><img border="0" height="320" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEiFq_yQ4OKnmY60kbQ_Q7LnruVRPQZC3jt88jlN1Ha9CnV3Jbp_pac9l_6d73PuDZoDx8L1Pwui7h78k_fgjN2d2ZLlCet6lMIftRK8-AAEqsxEJmRhbyCT1qPlukMpgfJ7a8IrDnH76qA/s320/BakeelNigative.jpg" width="212" /></a><span dir="LTR"><span style="font-family: Calibri;">My eyes fallowed her as she disappeared, walking towards her plane gate, her flight leaves in an hour heading to Switzerland.</span></span><br />
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<span dir="LTR"><span style="font-family: Calibri;">Yes, dear ME, we raise our kids to be able to balance between their fear of leaving their secured nest, and between their excitements to discover the world,,</span></span><br />
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<span dir="LTR"><span style="font-family: Calibri;">To say NO when being challenged in their values, and say "yes" to </span></span><br />
<span dir="LTR"><span style="font-family: Calibri;">the road that leads to their future dreams.</span></span><span dir="LTR"><span style="font-family: Calibri;">We raise them to</span></span><span dir="LTR"><span style="font-family: Calibri;"> become strong individuals whome can balance between their freedom and the right of others..</span></span><span style="font-family: Calibri;"><span dir="LTR">To love us, even more when they are physically far away, knowing that our love and spirit will always protect them..</span></span><span dir="LTR"><span style="font-family: Calibri;">A couple of hours later I received a sms from her "am in Switzerland" with a big smiley face. My reply was "Discover the world, enjoy, and stay safe"</span></span></div><br />
<div class="MsoNormal" style="direction: ltr; margin: 0cm 0cm 10pt; text-align: left; unicode-bidi: embed;"><span style="font-family: Calibri;">29 June, 2011 </span></div>Anonymoushttp://www.blogger.com/profile/11700547499034827451noreply@blogger.com2tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2513066140768862519.post-79041408587002253552011-06-16T18:22:00.001+03:002011-06-16T19:22:42.889+03:00Do You Think You are a MAN???<div dir="ltr" style="text-align: left;" trbidi="on"><span dir="LTR"><span style="font-family: Calibri;">Twenty five years ago, at 5:45am, my father looked me in the eye and asked me: Do you think you are a MAN??</span></span><br />
<div align="right" class="MsoNormal" dir="RTL" style="margin: 0cm 0cm 10pt; text-align: left;"><span dir="LTR"><span style="font-family: Calibri;">I never answer back to my father, but I didn’t either reply, because he was not waiting for one. Deep inside me I did not think I was "acting like a man", I was just being myself.</span></span></div><div align="right" class="MsoNormal" dir="RTL" style="margin: 0cm 0cm 10pt; text-align: left;"><span dir="LTR"><span style="font-family: Calibri;">This same father has raised me to think, decide, and be responsible of my decisions.</span></span></div><div align="right" class="MsoNormal" dir="RTL" style="margin: 0cm 0cm 10pt; text-align: left;"><span dir="LTR"></span><span dir="LTR"><span style="font-family: Calibri;">To work hard and talk less.</span></span></div><div align="right" class="MsoNormal" dir="RTL" style="margin: 0cm 0cm 10pt; text-align: left;"><span dir="LTR"><span style="font-family: Calibri;">To speak out loud of what I believe in, but to choose wisely what to believe in.</span></span></div><div align="right" class="MsoNormal" dir="RTL" style="margin: 0cm 0cm 10pt; text-align: left;"><span style="font-family: Calibri;"><span dir="LTR">To dream, be creative, and work hard to accomplish these dreams.</span></span></div><div align="right" class="MsoNormal" dir="RTL" style="margin: 0cm 0cm 10pt; text-align: left;"><span dir="LTR"><span style="font-family: Calibri;">To respect all, treat people equally, and look at myself as a representative of my country and my religion.</span></span></div><div align="right" class="MsoNormal" dir="RTL" style="margin: 0cm 0cm 10pt; text-align: left;"><span dir="LTR"><span style="font-family: Calibri;">To stand up for the right of others even if it didn’t concern me.</span></span></div><div align="right" class="MsoNormal" dir="RTL" style="margin: 0cm 0cm 10pt; text-align: left;"><span dir="LTR"><span style="font-family: Calibri;">To be shy as a woman, but have the courage of a man.</span></span></div><div align="right" class="MsoNormal" dir="RTL" style="margin: 0cm 0cm 10pt; text-align: left;"><span dir="LTR"><span style="font-family: Calibri;">To enforce the respect of others, those who think "I don’t deserve it", and show respect to those who think "they can never own it".</span></span></div><br />
<div align="right" class="MsoNormal" dir="RTL" style="margin: 0cm 0cm 10pt; text-align: left;"><b><span dir="LTR"><span style="font-family: Calibri;">Do you think you are a MAN"?</span></span></b></div><div align="right" class="MsoNormal" dir="RTL" style="margin: 0cm 0cm 10pt; text-align: left;"><span dir="LTR"><span style="font-family: Calibri;">This question popped into my head, as I was heading to one of my meetings. I opened the auditorium door and saw the international Arab male crowd comfortably sitting and chatting, waiting for my arrival.</span></span></div><div align="right" class="MsoNormal" dir="RTL" style="margin: 0cm 0cm 10pt; text-align: left;"><span dir="LTR"><span style="font-family: Calibri;">At that moment a sound inside me answered my father after 25 years, Yes Baba, you have raised a man inside me..</span></span></div><div align="right" class="MsoNormal" dir="RTL" style="margin: 0cm 0cm 10pt; text-align: left;"><span dir="LTR"><span style="font-family: Calibri;">I still can't resist feeling shy when someone asks me to introduce myself, as one of my friends once told me "You don’t know how to market yourself!!"</span></span></div><div align="right" class="MsoNormal" dir="RTL" style="margin: 0cm 0cm 10pt; text-align: left;"><span dir="LTR"><span style="font-family: Calibri;">But I know that I leave my shyness at the bottom stares when I go up the stage and stand in front of hundreds of people to lecture or give a training.</span></span></div><div align="right" class="MsoNormal" dir="RTL" style="margin: 0cm 0cm 10pt; text-align: left;"><span dir="LTR"><span style="font-family: Calibri;">I was at a meeting today where a reporter and a photographer from the "TIMES" Magazine were attending. They were working on an article about woman driving in Saudi Arabia. unfortunately I didn’t participate in the discussion.. it was one of the few times when I had nothing to say. Not because I don’t care, but simply because the international world sees the issue of Saudi woman driving as the unlocking key to all our concerns, while in reality it is not.</span></span></div><div align="right" class="MsoNormal" dir="RTL" style="margin: 0cm 0cm 10pt; text-align: left;"><span dir="LTR"><span style="font-family: Calibri;">I personally believe that eventually this will happen, but because "Saudi woman driving" does not touch the essential needs of humanity, then it is not, and might not ever be a BOOM for change.</span></span></div><br />
<div align="right" class="MsoNormal" dir="RTL" style="margin: 0cm 0cm 10pt; text-align: left;"><span style="font-family: Calibri;"><span dir="LTR">Change booms are the issues that drive people to JUMP out of their comfort zones to fight for it.</span></span></div><div align="right" class="MsoNormal" dir="RTL" style="margin: 0cm 0cm 10pt; text-align: left;"><span dir="LTR"><span style="font-family: Calibri;">A boom blasts when people sense fear in their jobs, because a low educated government representative have the authority to harm their source of income.</span></span></div><div align="right" class="MsoNormal" dir="RTL" style="margin: 0cm 0cm 10pt; text-align: left;"><span dir="LTR"><span style="font-family: Calibri;">It's when the people cannot afford decent medical treatment</span></span></div><div align="right" class="MsoNormal" dir="RTL" style="margin: 0cm 0cm 10pt; text-align: left;"><span style="font-family: Calibri;"><span dir="LTR">It's when we are willing to pay everything we have to well educate our kids, and then discover that they are still illiterate compared to the world.</span></span></div><div align="right" class="MsoNormal" dir="RTL" style="margin: 0cm 0cm 10pt; text-align: left;"><span dir="LTR"><span style="font-family: Calibri;">It's when we don’t find justice in courts.</span></span></div><div align="right" class="MsoNormal" dir="RTL" style="margin: 0cm 0cm 10pt; text-align: left;"><span dir="LTR"><span style="font-family: Calibri;">It's when corruption IS THE LAW..</span></span></div><div align="right" class="MsoNormal" dir="RTL" style="margin: 0cm 0cm 10pt; text-align: left;"><span dir="LTR"><span style="font-family: Calibri;">I believe that one day Saudi females will drive when the society and culture is ready. "Female Driving" in Saudi Arabia will be one of the results of change, and not change itself. The international world keeps on chewing on this old tasteless gum, thinking that by doing this they can fuel an aged light of flame.</span></span></div><div align="right" class="MsoNormal" dir="RTL" style="margin: 0cm 0cm 10pt; text-align: left;"><span dir="LTR"><span style="font-family: Calibri;">The day the internal MAN inside every Saudi woman comes out, will be the day when our humanity is "endangered" .. </span></span></div></div>Anonymoushttp://www.blogger.com/profile/11700547499034827451noreply@blogger.com3tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2513066140768862519.post-6528009455897042552011-06-07T18:24:00.000+03:002011-06-07T18:24:53.968+03:00سكينة طواف المكفوفين<div dir="ltr" style="text-align: left;" trbidi="on"><div style="text-align: right;"> </div><div class="MsoNormal" dir="RTL" style="margin: 0cm 0cm 10pt; text-align: right;"><span lang="AR-SA" style="font-family: "Arial","sans-serif"; mso-ascii-font-family: Calibri; mso-ascii-theme-font: minor-latin; mso-bidi-font-family: Arial; mso-bidi-theme-font: minor-bidi; mso-hansi-font-family: Calibri; mso-hansi-theme-font: minor-latin;">باسم الله ،، الله أكبر.. بدأت طوافي.. كانت حركة عقلي تفوق حركة جسدي.. المنارات المضاءة... الساعة الضخمة.. رائحة المعتمرين.. أصوات الدعاء.. <span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>الحرارة.. الشعور بالأجساد المتقاربة.. التعب الذي كنت أشعر به.. أولادي.. العمل.. اليوم.. الغد.. <o:p></o:p></span></div><div style="text-align: right;"> </div><div class="MsoNormal" dir="RTL" style="margin: 0cm 0cm 10pt; text-align: right;"><span lang="AR-SA" style="font-family: "Arial","sans-serif"; mso-ascii-font-family: Calibri; mso-ascii-theme-font: minor-latin; mso-bidi-font-family: Arial; mso-bidi-theme-font: minor-bidi; mso-hansi-font-family: Calibri; mso-hansi-theme-font: minor-latin;">ماهذا الطواف؟؟ أين الروحانية التي أبحث عنها.. "ركز يا عقلي.." <o:p></o:p></span></div><div style="text-align: right;"> </div><div class="MsoNormal" dir="RTL" style="margin: 0cm 0cm 10pt; text-align: right;"><span lang="AR-SA" style="font-family: "Arial","sans-serif"; mso-ascii-font-family: Calibri; mso-ascii-theme-font: minor-latin; mso-bidi-font-family: Arial; mso-bidi-theme-font: minor-bidi; mso-hansi-font-family: Calibri; mso-hansi-theme-font: minor-latin;">من جديد، باسم الله،، الله أكبر.. و يبدأ عقلي من جديد.. إلى أن..!!<o:p></o:p></span></div><div style="text-align: right;"> </div><div class="MsoNormal" dir="RTL" style="margin: 0cm 0cm 10pt; text-align: right;"><span lang="AR-SA" style="font-family: "Arial","sans-serif"; mso-ascii-font-family: Calibri; mso-ascii-theme-font: minor-latin; mso-bidi-font-family: Arial; mso-bidi-theme-font: minor-bidi; mso-hansi-font-family: Calibri; mso-hansi-theme-font: minor-latin;">كانت تقف أمامي ممسكة بيدي أبيها.. طفلة معاقة تبدو و كأنها في الثالثة عشر من عمرها.. على فيها ابتسامة عريضة.. و يبدوا على وجهها أنها لا تعي روحانية المكان الذي نحن فيه.. مثلي تماما!!!<o:p></o:p></span></div><div style="text-align: right;"> </div><div class="MsoNormal" dir="RTL" style="margin: 0cm 0cm 10pt; text-align: right;"><span lang="AR-SA" style="font-family: "Arial","sans-serif"; mso-ascii-font-family: Calibri; mso-ascii-theme-font: minor-latin; mso-bidi-font-family: Arial; mso-bidi-theme-font: minor-bidi; mso-hansi-font-family: Calibri; mso-hansi-theme-font: minor-latin;">نعم، في ذلك طواف كنت تماما مثل تلك الطفلة المعاقة.. سعيدة بوجودي في ذلك المكان المقدس و لكني لا أستشعر روحانية و جلال ذلك المكان.. إلى أن..!!<o:p></o:p></span></div><div style="text-align: right;"> </div><div class="MsoNormal" dir="RTL" style="margin: 0cm 0cm 10pt; text-align: right;"><span lang="AR-SA" style="font-family: "Arial","sans-serif"; mso-ascii-font-family: Calibri; mso-ascii-theme-font: minor-latin; mso-bidi-font-family: Arial; mso-bidi-theme-font: minor-bidi; mso-hansi-font-family: Calibri; mso-hansi-theme-font: minor-latin;">همست إلى صديقتي، أختي بل ملاكي.. أخبرتها أنني سأغمض عيناي أثناء الطواف، لذا عليها أن تمسكني جيدا..<o:p></o:p></span></div><div style="text-align: right;"> </div><div class="MsoNormal" dir="RTL" style="margin: 0cm 0cm 10pt; text-align: right;"><span lang="AR-SA" style="font-family: "Arial","sans-serif"; mso-ascii-font-family: Calibri; mso-ascii-theme-font: minor-latin; mso-bidi-font-family: Arial; mso-bidi-theme-font: minor-bidi; mso-hansi-font-family: Calibri; mso-hansi-theme-font: minor-latin;">و من جديد، باسم الله،، الله أكبر..<o:p></o:p></span></div><div style="text-align: right;"> </div><div class="MsoNormal" dir="RTL" style="margin: 0cm 0cm 10pt; text-align: right;"><span lang="AR-SA" style="font-family: "Arial","sans-serif"; mso-ascii-font-family: Calibri; mso-ascii-theme-font: minor-latin; mso-bidi-font-family: Arial; mso-bidi-theme-font: minor-bidi; mso-hansi-font-family: Calibri; mso-hansi-theme-font: minor-latin;">انتقل التركيز من ما حولي إلى ما بداخلي.. اختفى جميع من كان يطوف بالبيت العتيق، و أصبحت ساحة الطواف لي وحدي.. تماما فارغة..<o:p></o:p></span></div><div style="text-align: right;"> </div><div class="MsoNormal" dir="RTL" style="margin: 0cm 0cm 10pt; text-align: right;"><span lang="AR-SA" style="font-family: "Arial","sans-serif"; mso-ascii-font-family: Calibri; mso-ascii-theme-font: minor-latin; mso-bidi-font-family: Arial; mso-bidi-theme-font: minor-bidi; mso-hansi-font-family: Calibri; mso-hansi-theme-font: minor-latin;">لم يعد أنفي يستشعر الروائح المختلفة من حولي.. لم أعد أنتظر خط النهاية أن يظهر،، لم أعد أسمع الصراخ و الدعاء باللهجات المختلفة.. احاطت بي تلك الكرة الشفافة التي طالما انتظرتها.. روحانية استشعار القرب من الله..<o:p></o:p></span></div><div style="text-align: right;"> </div><div class="MsoNormal" dir="RTL" style="margin: 0cm 0cm 10pt; text-align: right;"><span lang="AR-SA" style="font-family: "Arial","sans-serif"; mso-ascii-font-family: Calibri; mso-ascii-theme-font: minor-latin; mso-bidi-font-family: Arial; mso-bidi-theme-font: minor-bidi; mso-hansi-font-family: Calibri; mso-hansi-theme-font: minor-latin;">كنت أطوف وحدي في الساحة الواسعة البيضاء، أنا و نفسي في بيت ربي..<o:p></o:p></span></div><div style="text-align: right;"> </div><div class="MsoNormal" dir="RTL" style="margin: 0cm 0cm 10pt; text-align: right;"><span lang="AR-SA" style="font-family: "Arial","sans-serif"; mso-ascii-font-family: Calibri; mso-ascii-theme-font: minor-latin; mso-bidi-font-family: Arial; mso-bidi-theme-font: minor-bidi; mso-hansi-font-family: Calibri; mso-hansi-theme-font: minor-latin;">احساس لم أستشعره من قبل أثناء الطواف، و كأنني أطوف بالبيت العظيم لأول مرة.. <o:p></o:p></span></div><div style="text-align: right;"> </div><div class="MsoNormal" dir="RTL" style="margin: 0cm 0cm 10pt; text-align: right;"><span lang="AR-SA" style="font-family: "Arial","sans-serif"; mso-ascii-font-family: Calibri; mso-ascii-theme-font: minor-latin; mso-bidi-font-family: Arial; mso-bidi-theme-font: minor-bidi; mso-hansi-font-family: Calibri; mso-hansi-theme-font: minor-latin;">بعد أول بضع دقائق، حاولت عيناي أن تصارع احساس السكينة الذي بدأ يتسلل إلى نفسي، و أرادت أن تختلط مرة أخرى بكل ما كان يحيط بها و بي، و لكني منعتها.. ويحا لك يا عيني..<o:p></o:p></span></div><div style="text-align: right;"> </div><div class="MsoNormal" dir="RTL" style="margin: 0cm 0cm 10pt; text-align: right;"><span lang="AR-SA" style="font-family: "Arial","sans-serif"; mso-ascii-font-family: Calibri; mso-ascii-theme-font: minor-latin; mso-bidi-font-family: Arial; mso-bidi-theme-font: minor-bidi; mso-hansi-font-family: Calibri; mso-hansi-theme-font: minor-latin;">شعرت بانشداد عضلات فكي، فأرخيتها..<o:p></o:p></span></div><div style="text-align: right;"> </div><div class="MsoNormal" dir="RTL" style="margin: 0cm 0cm 10pt; text-align: right;"><span lang="AR-SA" style="font-family: "Arial","sans-serif"; mso-ascii-font-family: Calibri; mso-ascii-theme-font: minor-latin; mso-bidi-font-family: Arial; mso-bidi-theme-font: minor-bidi; mso-hansi-font-family: Calibri; mso-hansi-theme-font: minor-latin;">شعرت بقوة قبضتي على حقيبتي، فأطلقت سراحها..<o:p></o:p></span></div><div style="text-align: right;"> </div><div class="MsoNormal" dir="RTL" style="margin: 0cm 0cm 10pt; text-align: right;"><span lang="AR-SA" style="font-family: "Arial","sans-serif"; mso-ascii-font-family: Calibri; mso-ascii-theme-font: minor-latin; mso-bidi-font-family: Arial; mso-bidi-theme-font: minor-bidi; mso-hansi-font-family: Calibri; mso-hansi-theme-font: minor-latin;">شعرت بتردد قدماي خوفا من الاصطدام بمن أمامي، فطمأنتها<o:p></o:p></span></div><div style="text-align: right;"> </div><div class="MsoNormal" dir="RTL" style="margin: 0cm 0cm 10pt; text-align: right;"><span lang="AR-SA" style="font-family: "Arial","sans-serif"; mso-ascii-font-family: Calibri; mso-ascii-theme-font: minor-latin; mso-bidi-font-family: Arial; mso-bidi-theme-font: minor-bidi; mso-hansi-font-family: Calibri; mso-hansi-theme-font: minor-latin;">باسم الله،، الله أكبر،، و لم يعد للوقت قيمة و لا لخطواتي نهاية..<o:p></o:p></span></div><div style="text-align: right;"> </div><div class="MsoNormal" dir="RTL" style="margin: 0cm 0cm 10pt; text-align: right;"><span lang="AR-SA" style="font-family: "Arial","sans-serif"; mso-ascii-font-family: Calibri; mso-ascii-theme-font: minor-latin; mso-bidi-font-family: Arial; mso-bidi-theme-font: minor-bidi; mso-hansi-font-family: Calibri; mso-hansi-theme-font: minor-latin;">في تلك اللحظة غبضط المكفوفين على نعمة السكينة التي قد يشعرون بها لأنهم حرموا أقوى حاسة للاتصال و التواصل بما حولهم..<o:p></o:p></span></div><div style="text-align: right;"> </div><div class="MsoNormal" dir="RTL" style="margin: 0cm 0cm 10pt; text-align: right;"><span lang="AR-SA" style="font-family: "Arial","sans-serif"; mso-ascii-font-family: Calibri; mso-ascii-theme-font: minor-latin; mso-bidi-font-family: Arial; mso-bidi-theme-font: minor-bidi; mso-hansi-font-family: Calibri; mso-hansi-theme-font: minor-latin;">في تلك الليلة، و قبيل أذان العشاء، قررت أن أكون مكفوفة في كل مرة أزور فيها بيت ربي و أطوف وحدي مع نفس و ربي..</span></div></div>Anonymoushttp://www.blogger.com/profile/11700547499034827451noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2513066140768862519.post-32616378151798690492011-05-25T23:33:00.000+03:002011-05-25T23:33:13.599+03:00عجبا لك يا موت!!!<div dir="ltr" style="text-align: left;" trbidi="on"><div dir="rtl" style="text-align: right;"> </div><div class="MsoNormal" dir="rtl" style="margin: 0cm 0cm 10pt; text-align: right;"><span lang="AR-SA" style="font-family: "Arial","sans-serif"; mso-ascii-font-family: Calibri; mso-ascii-theme-font: minor-latin; mso-bidi-font-family: Arial; mso-bidi-theme-font: minor-bidi; mso-hansi-font-family: Calibri; mso-hansi-theme-font: minor-latin;">عجبا لك يا موت،،<o:p></o:p></span></div><div dir="rtl" style="text-align: right;"> </div><div class="MsoNormal" dir="rtl" style="margin: 0cm 0cm 10pt; text-align: right;"><span lang="AR-SA" style="font-family: "Arial","sans-serif"; mso-ascii-font-family: Calibri; mso-ascii-theme-font: minor-latin; mso-bidi-font-family: Arial; mso-bidi-theme-font: minor-bidi; mso-hansi-font-family: Calibri; mso-hansi-theme-font: minor-latin;">عجبا لك!!!<o:p></o:p></span></div><div dir="rtl" style="text-align: right;"> </div><div class="MsoNormal" dir="rtl" style="margin: 0cm 0cm 10pt; text-align: right;"><span lang="AR-SA" style="font-family: "Arial","sans-serif"; mso-ascii-font-family: Calibri; mso-ascii-theme-font: minor-latin; mso-bidi-font-family: Arial; mso-bidi-theme-font: minor-bidi; mso-hansi-font-family: Calibri; mso-hansi-theme-font: minor-latin;">شعرت بالغثيان ليس جزعا منك و لكن جزعا من بشريتي!! من ذلك الإنسان بداخلي الذي يحب الحياة، استحقرته، استحقرت تلك الطاقة التي تظن أنها قادرة على التغير!!<o:p></o:p></span></div><div dir="rtl" style="text-align: right;"> </div><div class="MsoNormal" dir="rtl" style="margin: 0cm 0cm 10pt; text-align: right;"><span lang="AR-SA" style="font-family: "Arial","sans-serif"; mso-ascii-font-family: Calibri; mso-ascii-theme-font: minor-latin; mso-bidi-font-family: Arial; mso-bidi-theme-font: minor-bidi; mso-hansi-font-family: Calibri; mso-hansi-theme-font: minor-latin;">عجبا لك يا موت!!!<o:p></o:p></span></div><div dir="rtl" style="text-align: right;"> </div><div class="MsoNormal" dir="rtl" style="margin: 0cm 0cm 10pt; text-align: right;"><span lang="AR-SA" style="font-family: "Arial","sans-serif"; mso-ascii-font-family: Calibri; mso-ascii-theme-font: minor-latin; mso-bidi-font-family: Arial; mso-bidi-theme-font: minor-bidi; mso-hansi-font-family: Calibri; mso-hansi-theme-font: minor-latin;">لديك تلك القوة السحرية على نبش الذكريات!!<o:p></o:p></span></div><div dir="rtl" style="text-align: right;"> </div><div class="MsoNormal" dir="rtl" style="margin: 0cm 0cm 10pt; text-align: right;"><span lang="AR-SA" style="font-family: "Arial","sans-serif"; mso-ascii-font-family: Calibri; mso-ascii-theme-font: minor-latin; mso-bidi-font-family: Arial; mso-bidi-theme-font: minor-bidi; mso-hansi-font-family: Calibri; mso-hansi-theme-font: minor-latin;">على تفريق الأحباب و تجميعهم في نفس اللحظة..<o:p></o:p></span></div><div dir="rtl" style="text-align: right;"> </div><div class="MsoNormal" dir="rtl" style="margin: 0cm 0cm 10pt; text-align: right;"><span lang="AR-SA" style="font-family: "Arial","sans-serif"; mso-ascii-font-family: Calibri; mso-ascii-theme-font: minor-latin; mso-bidi-font-family: Arial; mso-bidi-theme-font: minor-bidi; mso-hansi-font-family: Calibri; mso-hansi-theme-font: minor-latin;">عجبا لك يا موت!!!<o:p></o:p></span></div><div dir="rtl" style="text-align: right;"> </div><div class="MsoNormal" dir="rtl" style="margin: 0cm 0cm 10pt; text-align: right;"><span lang="AR-SA" style="font-family: "Arial","sans-serif"; mso-ascii-font-family: Calibri; mso-ascii-theme-font: minor-latin; mso-bidi-font-family: Arial; mso-bidi-theme-font: minor-bidi; mso-hansi-font-family: Calibri; mso-hansi-theme-font: minor-latin;">تكمن قوتك في قدرتك على استثارة أقوة المشاعر الحية في النفس الإنسانية، الخوف!!<o:p></o:p></span></div><div dir="rtl" style="text-align: right;"> </div><div class="MsoNormal" dir="rtl" style="margin: 0cm 0cm 10pt; text-align: right;"><span lang="AR-SA" style="font-family: "Arial","sans-serif"; mso-ascii-font-family: Calibri; mso-ascii-theme-font: minor-latin; mso-bidi-font-family: Arial; mso-bidi-theme-font: minor-bidi; mso-hansi-font-family: Calibri; mso-hansi-theme-font: minor-latin;">الخوف من هذه القوة الإلهيه التي تحول "العادة" ،،، "الحياة" إلى،بكل بساطة "لا شيء" ،، لا حراك!!<o:p></o:p></span></div><div dir="rtl" style="text-align: right;"> </div><div class="MsoNormal" dir="rtl" style="margin: 0cm 0cm 10pt; text-align: right;"><span lang="AR-SA" style="font-family: "Arial","sans-serif"; mso-ascii-font-family: Calibri; mso-ascii-theme-font: minor-latin; mso-bidi-font-family: Arial; mso-bidi-theme-font: minor-bidi; mso-hansi-font-family: Calibri; mso-hansi-theme-font: minor-latin;">من قال أن عهد المعجزات قد انتهى؟ مازلت أقف أمام الموت و لا أجد له تفسيرا غير أنه... معجزة إلهية..<o:p></o:p></span></div><div dir="rtl" style="text-align: right;"> </div><div class="MsoNormal" dir="rtl" style="margin: 0cm 0cm 10pt; text-align: right;"><span lang="AR-SA" style="font-family: "Arial","sans-serif"; mso-ascii-font-family: Calibri; mso-ascii-theme-font: minor-latin; mso-bidi-font-family: Arial; mso-bidi-theme-font: minor-bidi; mso-hansi-font-family: Calibri; mso-hansi-theme-font: minor-latin;">قد تكون يا موت المعجزة اإلهية الوحيدة المتبقية على الأرض حتى يتعظ البشر.. و لا يمكننى أن أستشهد بقوله تعالى "أفلا يعقلون" لأنك يا موت أكثر تعقيدا من قدرة العقل على تفسير أو تحليل ما تقوم به.. <o:p></o:p></span></div><div dir="rtl" style="text-align: right;"> </div><div class="MsoNormal" dir="rtl" style="margin: 0cm 0cm 10pt; text-align: right;"><span lang="AR-SA" style="font-family: "Arial","sans-serif"; mso-ascii-font-family: Calibri; mso-ascii-theme-font: minor-latin; mso-bidi-font-family: Arial; mso-bidi-theme-font: minor-bidi; mso-hansi-font-family: Calibri; mso-hansi-theme-font: minor-latin;">عجبا لك يا موت!!<o:p></o:p></span></div><div dir="rtl" style="text-align: right;"> </div><div class="MsoNormal" dir="rtl" style="margin: 0cm 0cm 10pt; text-align: right;"><span lang="AR-SA" style="font-family: "Arial","sans-serif"; mso-ascii-font-family: Calibri; mso-ascii-theme-font: minor-latin; mso-bidi-font-family: Arial; mso-bidi-theme-font: minor-bidi; mso-hansi-font-family: Calibri; mso-hansi-theme-font: minor-latin;">تجعل كل معاني الحياة بلا ألوان، بلا خطوط.. صفحة بيضاء أو سوداء، عالم مظلم تماما كما يراه من حرم نعمة البصر..<o:p></o:p></span></div><div dir="rtl" style="text-align: right;"> </div><div class="MsoNormal" dir="rtl" style="margin: 0cm 0cm 10pt; text-align: right;"><span lang="AR-SA" style="font-family: "Arial","sans-serif"; mso-ascii-font-family: Calibri; mso-ascii-theme-font: minor-latin; mso-bidi-font-family: Arial; mso-bidi-theme-font: minor-bidi; mso-hansi-font-family: Calibri; mso-hansi-theme-font: minor-latin;">عالم مجهول لا يستطيع أن يصفه الأعمى لأنه لا يدرك غيره، و لايدركه المبصر لأنه خارج نطاق خبرته..<o:p></o:p></span></div><div dir="rtl" style="text-align: right;"> </div><div class="MsoNormal" dir="rtl" style="margin: 0cm 0cm 10pt; text-align: right;"><span lang="AR-SA" style="font-family: "Arial","sans-serif"; mso-ascii-font-family: Calibri; mso-ascii-theme-font: minor-latin; mso-bidi-font-family: Arial; mso-bidi-theme-font: minor-bidi; mso-hansi-font-family: Calibri; mso-hansi-theme-font: minor-latin;">عجبا لك يا موت!!<o:p></o:p></span></div><div dir="rtl" style="text-align: right;"> </div><div class="MsoNormal" dir="rtl" style="margin: 0cm 0cm 10pt; text-align: right;"><span lang="AR-SA" style="font-family: "Arial","sans-serif"; mso-ascii-font-family: Calibri; mso-ascii-theme-font: minor-latin; mso-bidi-font-family: Arial; mso-bidi-theme-font: minor-bidi; mso-hansi-font-family: Calibri; mso-hansi-theme-font: minor-latin;">جميع الأسئلة المتعلقة بك بلا إجابات، و عندما نلقاك و نحصل على الإجابة نفقد القدرة على نقلها إلى عالم الأحياء..<o:p></o:p></span></div><div dir="rtl" style="text-align: right;"> </div><div class="MsoNormal" dir="rtl" style="margin: 0cm 0cm 10pt; text-align: right;"><span lang="AR-SA" style="font-family: "Arial","sans-serif"; mso-ascii-font-family: Calibri; mso-ascii-theme-font: minor-latin; mso-bidi-font-family: Arial; mso-bidi-theme-font: minor-bidi; mso-hansi-font-family: Calibri; mso-hansi-theme-font: minor-latin;">عجبا لك يا موت!!!<o:p></o:p></span></div><div dir="rtl" style="text-align: right;"> </div><div class="MsoNormal" dir="rtl" style="margin: 0cm 0cm 10pt; text-align: right;"><span lang="AR-SA" style="font-family: "Arial","sans-serif"; mso-ascii-font-family: Calibri; mso-ascii-theme-font: minor-latin; mso-bidi-font-family: Arial; mso-bidi-theme-font: minor-bidi; mso-hansi-font-family: Calibri; mso-hansi-theme-font: minor-latin;">لك القدرة أن تضع ذلك القناع على وجهي، بل قلبي و روحي، بحيث يصبح كل ما حولي أخرق!!<o:p></o:p></span></div><div dir="rtl" style="text-align: right;"> </div><div class="MsoNormal" dir="rtl" style="margin: 0cm 0cm 10pt; text-align: right;"><span lang="AR-SA" style="font-family: "Arial","sans-serif"; mso-ascii-font-family: Calibri; mso-ascii-theme-font: minor-latin; mso-bidi-font-family: Arial; mso-bidi-theme-font: minor-bidi; mso-hansi-font-family: Calibri; mso-hansi-theme-font: minor-latin;">يحتار عقلي، يصرخ بأعلى صوت لديه، كيف يمكن للحياة أن تنزع؟ </span></div><div class="MsoNormal" dir="rtl" style="margin: 0cm 0cm 10pt; text-align: right;"><span lang="AR-SA" style="font-family: "Arial","sans-serif"; mso-ascii-font-family: Calibri; mso-ascii-theme-font: minor-latin; mso-bidi-font-family: Arial; mso-bidi-theme-font: minor-bidi; mso-hansi-font-family: Calibri; mso-hansi-theme-font: minor-latin;">كيف يمكن للقوة أن تسكن؟ سكنة أبدية!! </span></div><div class="MsoNormal" dir="rtl" style="margin: 0cm 0cm 10pt; text-align: right;"><span lang="AR-SA" style="font-family: "Arial","sans-serif"; mso-ascii-font-family: Calibri; mso-ascii-theme-font: minor-latin; mso-bidi-font-family: Arial; mso-bidi-theme-font: minor-bidi; mso-hansi-font-family: Calibri; mso-hansi-theme-font: minor-latin;">كيف يمكن للتواصل أن ينقطع؟ انقطاعا خالدا في عالم يتنافس فيه البشر على التواصل بكل أشكاله..<o:p></o:p></span></div><div dir="rtl" style="text-align: right;"> </div><div class="MsoNormal" dir="rtl" style="margin: 0cm 0cm 10pt; text-align: right;"><span lang="AR-SA" style="font-family: "Arial","sans-serif"; mso-ascii-font-family: Calibri; mso-ascii-theme-font: minor-latin; mso-bidi-font-family: Arial; mso-bidi-theme-font: minor-bidi; mso-hansi-font-family: Calibri; mso-hansi-theme-font: minor-latin;">يا موت.. يا موت..<o:p></o:p></span></div><div dir="rtl" style="text-align: right;"> </div><div class="MsoNormal" dir="rtl" style="margin: 0cm 0cm 10pt; text-align: right;"><span lang="AR-SA" style="font-family: "Arial","sans-serif"; mso-ascii-font-family: Calibri; mso-ascii-theme-font: minor-latin; mso-bidi-font-family: Arial; mso-bidi-theme-font: minor-bidi; mso-hansi-font-family: Calibri; mso-hansi-theme-font: minor-latin;">أنت كنت و ستكون حتى تذكر البشر "ويبقى وجه رب ذو الجلال و الإكرام"<o:p></o:p></span></div><div dir="rtl" style="text-align: right;"> </div><div class="MsoNormal" dir="rtl" style="margin: 0cm 0cm 10pt; text-align: right;"><span lang="AR-SA" style="font-family: "Arial","sans-serif"; mso-ascii-font-family: Calibri; mso-ascii-theme-font: minor-latin; mso-bidi-font-family: Arial; mso-bidi-theme-font: minor-bidi; mso-hansi-font-family: Calibri; mso-hansi-theme-font: minor-latin;">أعتذر منك يا موت، فليس لدي صورة أرفقها بك،،، <o:p></o:p></span></div><div dir="rtl" style="text-align: right;"> </div><div class="MsoNormal" dir="rtl" style="margin: 0cm 0cm 10pt; text-align: right;"><span lang="AR-SA" style="font-family: "Arial","sans-serif"; mso-ascii-font-family: Calibri; mso-ascii-theme-font: minor-latin; mso-bidi-font-family: Arial; mso-bidi-theme-font: minor-bidi; mso-hansi-font-family: Calibri; mso-hansi-theme-font: minor-latin;">فأنت<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>الموت...</span></div><div class="MsoNormal" dir="rtl" style="margin: 0cm 0cm 10pt; text-align: right;"><br />
</div><div class="MsoNormal" dir="rtl" style="margin: 0cm 0cm 10pt; text-align: right;"><span lang="AR-SA" style="font-family: "Arial","sans-serif"; mso-ascii-font-family: Calibri; mso-ascii-theme-font: minor-latin; mso-bidi-font-family: Arial; mso-bidi-theme-font: minor-bidi; mso-hansi-font-family: Calibri; mso-hansi-theme-font: minor-latin;">"خدمكم خولكم"<o:p></o:p></span></div><div dir="rtl" style="text-align: right;"> </div><div class="MsoNormal" dir="rtl" style="margin: 0cm 0cm 10pt; text-align: right;"><span lang="AR-SA" style="font-family: "Arial","sans-serif"; mso-ascii-font-family: Calibri; mso-ascii-theme-font: minor-latin; mso-bidi-font-family: Arial; mso-bidi-theme-font: minor-bidi; mso-hansi-font-family: Calibri; mso-hansi-theme-font: minor-latin;">رحمك الله يا نورفضيلة و أسكنك أعلى جنانه<o:p></o:p></span></div><div dir="rtl" style="text-align: right;"> </div></div>Anonymoushttp://www.blogger.com/profile/11700547499034827451noreply@blogger.com2tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2513066140768862519.post-64043642696768695922011-04-28T00:16:00.003+03:002011-08-27T22:46:29.016+03:00Leadership Starts from the Darkrooms<div dir="ltr" style="text-align: left;" trbidi="on"><div class="MsoNormal" dir="RTL" style="margin: 0cm 0cm 10pt;"><div dir="ltr" style="text-align: left;">I am a NON professional photographer, yes, A NON professional..</div><div dir="ltr" style="text-align: left;">Its a hobby that I have inherited from the man who I admire the most in my life, my Father..</div><div dir="ltr" style="text-align: left;">I have learned to use photography as a way of expressing how I see things, my own inner interpretation of my surroundings..</div><br />
<div dir="ltr" style="text-align: left;">My camera is also an object that I hide behind sometimes when I want to pretend that I am transparent and I don't want anyone to see me or talk to me, when I am in my inner darkroom trying to understand myself..</div><div dir="ltr" style="text-align: left;"><a href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEiE1ZAxnSglRg80kJrdKnsfLRg8qgKYXGIueUIMKUxwA6Hw-bUHW-RbqxYrH-1007QKbB9mHFJUafT1CPwpdpHVC-FiXHEVertTJjxxf6moLHCeRO08Ja-u8zHU0ptdD6l63_9TilTiGbk/s1600/Shooting+Bateel.jpg" imageanchor="1" style="clear: right; float: right; margin-bottom: 1em; margin-left: 1em;"><img border="0" height="320" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEiE1ZAxnSglRg80kJrdKnsfLRg8qgKYXGIueUIMKUxwA6Hw-bUHW-RbqxYrH-1007QKbB9mHFJUafT1CPwpdpHVC-FiXHEVertTJjxxf6moLHCeRO08Ja-u8zHU0ptdD6l63_9TilTiGbk/s320/Shooting+Bateel.jpg" width="212" /></a>So, through this NON professional journey with photography I have learned the secret of "The Darkrooms". Technically, before digital photography people used darkrooms to transfer.. reflect how they saw things in to images that others can understand.. Personally, and after 30 years of holding a camera, I have learned the secret of the EXPRESSION "Darkrooms".. As humans, there is a darkroom inside each one of us.. </div><div dir="ltr" style="text-align: left;">This darkroom is where we treasure our"Me".. The Me that holds our feelings, behavior patterns, secret thoughts, life questions, personal values, and what motivates our reactions.. The Me that hold the source of our optimism, encourages inner empathy, and guides the drives behind our decisions.. The Me that knows the reason behind our existence in this world.. What makes us happy, what fills us with energy, what enables us to give ourselves to fulfill the reasons of our creation.. Now some of us are more capable of entering their personal darkrooms than others, those who do, are the ones who will have the opportunity to understand themselves..</div><div dir="ltr" style="text-align: left;">I have to be honest with you, entering those internal darkrooms could be somehow adventurer but painful at the same time. As entering, one will have to remove all masks that we use as individuals to be able to harmonize in our society to fulfill the different roles that we play in this life.</div><div dir="ltr" style="text-align: left;">Removing those masks will allow us to face different feelings, ideas, or believes that we might have been avoiding.</div><div dir="ltr" style="text-align: left;">It is as simple as playing "Truth or Dare" with yourself..</div><div dir="ltr" style="text-align: left;">My first entry to my darkroom was in my early years, just around the same time when I received my first "Polaroid Camera", and my younger sister was my continuous and only model.</div><div dir="ltr" style="text-align: left;">During those same years, I used to pretend that this same sister is also my regular and only student.</div><div dir="ltr" style="text-align: left;">We used to come back from school to pretend play that we are at school. And I have made sure that I was always the teacher. I would organize my crayons, coloring books, glue, scissor, and markers to teach her the alphabets,, I used to feel that I was responsible of her future... The "immature" teacher inside me already had a clear vision and goal for my future.</div><div dir="ltr" style="text-align: left;">I still enjoy putting my markers, papers, and tools together while believing that I have a responsibility towards the education of the young generation of my country..</div><div dir="ltr" style="text-align: left;">The day I wrote my life mission, my noble goal, I took a red marker and wrote on a big white piece of paper a beautiful saying by my profit Mohammad may peace be upon him, That teaching others whether they applied the knowledge or not is worth a thousand prayer.. On that day I chose the roade of education as my road to heaven.. Being inspired by the first order that God had given Mohammad may peace be upon him when he asked him to READ..</div><div dir="ltr" style="text-align: left;">I have once stood in front of hundreds of parents confessing.. That if I had a magic wand where I can turn all children of my country, of the world, in to readers then I would be the happiest person on the Glob... But unfortunately I don't have that wand..</div><div dir="ltr" style="text-align: left;">What I have is my strong believe in my life vision and mission..</div><div dir="ltr" style="text-align: left;">It takes the dreaming of more than one person to create this kind of change. It takes energy, time, persistence, effort, organizing, faith, and a lot more.. It takes leaders to create this kind of change..</div><div dir="ltr" style="text-align: left;">Those leaders who have the courage to enter their darkrooms and communicate with the outside world at the same time..</div><div dir="ltr" style="text-align: left;">Leaders who are able to reflect the treasure of "Me" on images that can be understood by the world.. Leaders who are able to communicate with the world, to nurture and to transform..</div><div dir="ltr" style="text-align: left;">Leaders who use the wisdom of their feelings, thought, values, and experience, to find purpose and change the direction of the world..</div><div dir="ltr" style="text-align: left;">And I want to be one of those leaders..</div><div dir="ltr" style="text-align: left;"><a href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEiUzYVfUrACOZdt3DK4oo8VnP2fStCVk78kHZeec0klPfWhB-ysmYFW2V5oOncbyYyhWyVGhrU8Ipswd-jzNO8DhSYg2WffdsylZGTy78mxsyweL4Lj-sXfBXhBt53msWTbWwSm56_dz7Q/s1600/NaifOwaysNigative.jpg" imageanchor="1" style="clear: right; float: right; margin-bottom: 1em; margin-left: 1em;"><img border="0" height="320" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEiUzYVfUrACOZdt3DK4oo8VnP2fStCVk78kHZeec0klPfWhB-ysmYFW2V5oOncbyYyhWyVGhrU8Ipswd-jzNO8DhSYg2WffdsylZGTy78mxsyweL4Lj-sXfBXhBt53msWTbWwSm56_dz7Q/s320/NaifOwaysNigative.jpg" width="212" /></a>As getting older my visits to my darkroom still exist. Where negative sheets of my life, experiences, believes, values, thoughts, and feelings are kept.. The place where I run to, to create clear nice images of the future I dream of.. Of what I can accomplish on the roade of change to fulfill the reason behind my creation.. My journey as a non-professional photographer is still to be continued.. In my future years I want to learn more about myself through the eyes of people around me, through my surroundings... To be more able to communicate and to give.. I want to travel the world, I want to become a teacher and a student at the same time, where the world is my classroom.. I want to graduate from my darkroom in to the world of digital photography..</div><div dir="ltr" style="text-align: left;"><br />
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text-align: right;"><span dir="RTL" lang="AR-SA" style="font-family: "Courier New"; font-size: 14pt; line-height: 115%;">أعود دائما لهذه الصفحة من دفتر مذكراتي لأجدد يقيني بأن عظام الأمور تبدأ بفكرة بسيطة يدعمها الكثير من الإيمان و العزيمة والدعم و المجهود و لا شك التوفيق الإلهي..</span><span style="font-family: "Courier New"; font-size: 14pt; line-height: 115%;"><o:p></o:p></span></div><div align="right"></div><div align="right" class="MsoNormal" dir="LTR" style="margin: 0cm 0cm 10pt; text-align: right;"><span dir="RTL" lang="AR-SA" style="font-family: "Courier New"; font-size: 14pt; line-height: 115%;">تبدأ قصة هذه الصفحات عندما استيقظت ذات يوم و شعرت أنني في حاجة إلى أن ألتجئ إلى إحدى مصادر التفاؤل الخاصة بي.. ففي علم الذكاء العاطفي.. و عند علماء النفس، لكل فرد منا مصدرا للتفاؤل... مكانا أو شخصا، أو شيئا نلجأ إليه ليدْعمنا في مواجه كبد هذه الدنيا.. </span><span style="font-family: "Courier New"; font-size: 14pt; line-height: 115%;"><o:p></o:p></span></div><div align="right"></div><div align="right" class="MsoNormal" dir="LTR" style="margin: 0cm 0cm 10pt; text-align: right;"><span dir="RTL" lang="AR-SA" style="font-family: "Courier New"; font-size: 14pt; line-height: 115%;">فقررت في ذلك اليوم أن أذهب مع نفسي في زيارة طويلة إلى مكتبة جرير الواقعة في شارع صاري.. و بينما أنا وحدي بين الكتب إذ ألمح مدير فرع مكتبة جرير الكائنة في جرير مول, فحاولت أن أتفاداه كوني في زيارة شخصية للمكتبة و أسعى إلى الانفراد بنفسي..و لكني فوجئت به في طريقي و على وجهه ابتسامة عريضة جدا سائلا، ألست أ. سلافه بترجي من رواق الطفولة؟ فأجبت بالموافقة.. و سألته عما يقوم به هنا في فرع صاري؟ فأخبرني و كله حماس أنه قد عين مديرا للفرع..ثم تابع على الفور.. كنت على وشك التواصل معك لترتيب رحلة الصيف, و لكني شعرت أن الوقت مازال مبكرا.. ننتظر رواق الطفولة هذا الصيف في جرير "شارع صاري" إن شاء الله..<o:p></o:p></span></div><div align="right"></div><div align="right" class="MsoNormal" dir="LTR" style="margin: 0cm 0cm 10pt; text-align: right;"><span dir="RTL" lang="AR-SA" style="font-family: "Courier New"; font-size: 14pt; line-height: 115%;">قد لا يكون رواق الطفولة قد أضاف أكثر من بضع عشرات الآلاف إلى حساب مكتبة جرير..و لكنه لاشك قد ترك أكثر من ذلك في قلوب من تعامل معه و مع أطفاله.. فلقد رسم رواق الطفولة سمات التعجب المصاحبة بالإعجاب على وجه مدير الفرع و العاملين به.. ذهلوا من المئتي زائر والطوابيرالتي شغلت جميع منافذ الدفع و التي دامت أكثر من نصف ساعة.. </span><span style="font-family: "Courier New"; font-size: 14pt; line-height: 115%;"><o:p></o:p></span></div><div align="right"></div><div align="right" class="MsoNormal" dir="LTR" style="margin: 0cm 0cm 10pt; text-align: right;"><span dir="RTL" lang="AR-SA" style="font-family: "Courier New"; font-size: 14pt; line-height: 115%;">لا شك أن رواق الطفولة قد ترك بصمة في نفوس العاملين في جرير مما دفع مدير الفرع أن يتبعني ليأكد علي زيارة الصيف..<o:p></o:p></span></div><div align="right"></div><div align="right" class="MsoNormal" dir="LTR" style="margin: 0cm 0cm 10pt; text-align: right;"><span dir="RTL" lang="AR-SA" style="font-family: "Courier New"; font-size: 14pt; line-height: 115%;">هذا هو رواق الطفولة..أينما ذهب ترك بصمة "تأثير" في القلوب.</span><span style="font-family: "Courier New"; font-size: 14pt; line-height: 115%;"><o:p></o:p></span></div><div align="right"></div><div align="right" class="MsoNormal" dir="LTR" style="margin: 0cm 0cm 10pt; text-align: right;"><span dir="RTL" lang="AR-SA" style="font-family: "Courier New"; font-size: 14pt; line-height: 115%;">في رواق الطفولة نحن لا نقرأ من أجل القراءة..و لكن نقرأ لنتعلم كيف نتواصل مع أنفسنا و العالم المفتوح من حولنا..كيف نفكر لا بعقولنا فقط ولكن بقلوبنا ايضا..<o:p></o:p></span></div><div align="right"></div><div align="right" class="MsoNormal" dir="LTR" style="margin: 0cm 0cm 10pt; text-align: right;"><span dir="RTL" lang="AR-SA" style="font-family: "Courier New"; font-size: 14pt; line-height: 115%;">نحن نقرأ لنصبح نقادا قادرين على التعايش مع عصر العولمة..نقرأ من أجل تربية شخصيات قائدة قادرة على إعمار الأرض و إحداث التغيير.. نقرأ<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>لنكون نموذجا لما يتوقعه منا رسول الله صلى الله عليه و سلم حين سمانا..أمة اقرأ..<o:p></o:p></span></div><div align="right"></div><div align="right" class="MsoNormal" dir="LTR" style="margin: 0cm 0cm 10pt; text-align: right;"><span dir="RTL" lang="AR-SA" style="font-family: "Courier New"; font-size: 14pt; line-height: 115%;">في رواق الطفولة تتحول الدمى و مغامرات جحا و إبداعات الكاتب عبد الحميد اللباد إلى استراتيجيات تفكير معقدة تهيئ أطفال الرواق إلى قيادة العالم إن شاء الله<o:p></o:p></span></div><div align="right"></div><div align="right" class="MsoNormal" dir="LTR" style="margin: 0cm 0cm 10pt; text-align: right;"><span dir="RTL" lang="AR-SA" style="font-family: "Courier New"; font-size: 14pt; line-height: 115%;">يؤمن رواق الطفولة..أن مسؤولية تنشئة أجيال قارئة هي مسؤولية اجتماعية تبدأ بالوالدين في المنزل و تتدرج "صعود" إلى أن تصل إلى أعلى توجيه تربوي و تعليمي في الدولة.</span><span style="font-family: "Courier New"; font-size: 14pt; line-height: 115%;"><o:p></o:p></span></div><div align="right"></div><div align="right" class="MsoNormal" dir="LTR" style="margin: 0cm 0cm 10pt; text-align: right;"><span dir="RTL" lang="AR-SA" style="font-family: "Courier New"; font-size: 14pt; line-height: 115%;">إن القراءة هي فكر و ثقافة مجتمع..كم يتمنى رواق الطفولة لو أنه يملك عصى سحرية تحول أجيال الأمة الإسلامية إلى قراء مفكرين و مطبقين،، و لكن مشروعا بهذا الحجم يحتاج إلى آداة أكثر فاعلية من العصى السحرية ..ألا و هي عزيمة القادة...<o:p></o:p></span></div><div align="right"></div><div align="right" class="MsoNormal" dir="LTR" style="margin: 0cm 0cm 10pt; text-align: right;"><span dir="RTL" lang="AR-SA" style="font-family: "Courier New"; font-size: 14pt; line-height: 115%;">هذه العزية التي تؤمن أن القراءة و التعليم هي القدرة الهائلة على العطاء،،حتى نبني الفكر..</span><span dir="RTL" lang="AR-SA" style="font-family: "Courier New"; font-size: 14pt; line-height: 115%; mso-fareast-font-family: Calibri;"> </span></div><div align="right"><span dir="RTL" lang="AR-SA" style="font-family: "Courier New"; font-size: 14pt; line-height: 115%; mso-fareast-font-family: Calibri;"><span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span></span><span style="font-family: "Courier New"; font-size: 14pt; line-height: 115%; mso-fareast-font-family: Calibri;"><o:p></o:p></span></div><div align="right"></div><div align="right" class="MsoNormal" dir="LTR" style="margin: 0cm 0cm 10pt; text-align: right;"><span dir="RTL" lang="AR-SA" style="font-family: "Courier New"; font-size: 14pt; line-height: 115%;">قال صلى الله عليه و سلم.. يا ابا ذر..</span><span dir="LTR"></span><span lang="AR-SA" style="font-family: "Courier New"; font-size: 14pt; line-height: 115%;"><span dir="LTR"></span> </span><span style="font-family: "Courier New"; font-size: 14pt; line-height: 115%;"><o:p></o:p></span></div><div align="right"></div><div align="right" class="MsoNormal" dir="LTR" style="margin: 0cm 0cm 10pt; text-align: right;"><span dir="RTL"></span><span dir="RTL" lang="AR-SA" style="font-family: "Courier New"; font-size: 14pt; line-height: 115%;"><span dir="RTL"></span>"لأن تغدو فتعلم آية من كتاب الله خير لك من أن تصلي مائة ركعة..</span><span dir="LTR"></span><span lang="AR-SA" style="font-family: "Courier New"; font-size: 14pt; line-height: 115%;"><span dir="LTR"></span> </span><span style="font-family: "Courier New"; font-size: 14pt; line-height: 115%;"><o:p></o:p></span></div><div align="right"></div><div align="right" class="MsoNormal" dir="LTR" style="margin: 0cm 0cm 10pt; text-align: right;"><span dir="RTL" lang="AR-SA" style="font-family: "Courier New"; font-size: 14pt; line-height: 115%;">و لأن تغدو فتعلم بعضا من العلم عمل به أم لم يعمل به خير من أن تصلي ألف ركعة<o:p></o:p></span></div><div align="right"></div><div align="right" class="MsoNormal" dir="LTR" style="margin: 0cm 0cm 10pt; text-align: right;"><span dir="RTL" lang="AR-SA" style="font-family: "Courier New"; font-size: 14pt; line-height: 115%;">2009<o:p></o:p></span></div><div align="right"></div><div align="right" class="MsoNormal" dir="LTR" style="margin: 0cm 0cm 10pt; text-align: right;"><span dir="RTL" lang="AR-SA" style="font-family: "Courier New"; font-size: 14pt; line-height: 115%;">كم أشتاق إليك يا رواق الطفولة..<o:p></o:p></span></div><div align="right"></div><div align="right" class="MsoNormal" dir="LTR" style="margin: 0cm 0cm 10pt; text-align: right;"><span dir="RTL" lang="AR-SA" style="font-family: "Courier New"; font-size: 14pt; line-height: 115%;">سلافه بترجي 4/2011</span><span style="font-family: "Courier New"; font-size: 14pt; line-height: 115%;"><o:p></o:p></span></div><div align="right"></div></div>Anonymoushttp://www.blogger.com/profile/11700547499034827451noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2513066140768862519.post-48910115500441078862011-03-28T21:15:00.000+03:002011-03-28T21:15:36.134+03:00Thoughts from My French Room: Solafa Batterjee<iframe height="344" src="http://www.youtube.com/embed/xFOykvUdqwE?fs=1" frameborder="0" width="425" allowfullscreen=""></iframe>Anonymoushttp://www.blogger.com/profile/11700547499034827451noreply@blogger.com4tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2513066140768862519.post-41945646670640380992011-02-14T19:18:00.003+03:002011-02-14T19:42:35.099+03:00Nefertiti, Mubarak, & Simply Me<div dir="ltr" style="text-align: left;" trbidi="on"><div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;"><a href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEhRbtYbUXEsLMlnDAAbKeLRJEdm_JTgoNe7ST0JSDHfASlPKU5_kpve6mR1I7fhhDLtEcWp4ADZzSRW1smhmBDxUso7pxxkaTwTWWEiqnvnte4ykpd22RDy-hFO8npLwp3w8u-MZW6iR8c/s1600/DSC00382.JPG" imageanchor="1" style="clear: right; cssfloat: right; float: right; margin-bottom: 1em; margin-left: 1em;"><img border="0" h5="true" height="320" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEhRbtYbUXEsLMlnDAAbKeLRJEdm_JTgoNe7ST0JSDHfASlPKU5_kpve6mR1I7fhhDLtEcWp4ADZzSRW1smhmBDxUso7pxxkaTwTWWEiqnvnte4ykpd22RDy-hFO8npLwp3w8u-MZW6iR8c/s320/DSC00382.JPG" width="240" /></a></div>My husband refused to watch "The Mubarak" speech last night!! Sometimes we are just fed up with reality!!!<br />
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A lesson that I am trying to learn from all this on the personal level,,<br />
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I have started thinking of this "Lesson" while reading Nefertiti's historic novel..<br />
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As leaders, decision makers, change agents, individuals with visions,, life goals,, give it the label you like.. we spend valuable time thinking, setting goals, then changing and upgrading these goals, wanting to make the best of our stay on earth in this life,,<br />
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These goals become the compass of our life, the motivator, what drives us to pull ourselves out of bed in the morning.. We connect them with our values and believes,, life decisions and so on..<br />
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On this trip of self accomplishment our scale of priorities get tested and challenged,,<br />
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Now both Mubarak, simply me or even Nefertiti, we have all been in this cycle, each one of us believes that he's doing THE RIGHT THING,,<br />
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Mubarak drew his life plan more than 30 years ago. A couple of weeks ago his nation announced that they can't handle his life dreams any more. Although damage started showing long time ago,, unfairness in setting his priorities reflecting as signs of extreme betrayal and corruption,, The Egyptian Nation was patient and amazingly baring all that,, and I always ask, why?! And How!?<br />
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I have set my life goals 12 years ago.<br />
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I have been challenged A LOT of times in setting my priorities, trying to juggle my life roles and duties but holding on to my life mission and dreams,,<br />
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The Lesson am trying to learn:<br />
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How far would a person go to accomplish his life aims?<br />
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What is ethical and unethical when it comes to ones vision and life dreams? <br />
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Do we refer to our personal values? Or, to the international norms and rules when we make life decisions!?<br />
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Who wins when personal values debate these international norms!?<br />
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How obsessed could we become?? The degree that we stop realizing that what we are doing and how we are doing it Might or even WILL affect the people we love and care about, our priorities. Now in my simple case it would be my family, friends and beloved ones,, in Mubarak case I would add his Nation!<br />
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Why when we reach this level of obsession we stop being realistic and we become unaware of this delusional success!!<br />
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Now if someone close came to us and told us that WE ARE OVER DOING IT, will we listen to him!? Why didn’t Nefertiti listen to her sister or father when they told her that "Black death" will invade her nation?? <br />
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</div><div style="border-bottom: medium none; border-left: medium none; border-right: medium none; border-top: medium none;">Did anyone advise Mubarak about the level of corruption that his ruling power was causing?</div><div style="border-bottom: medium none; border-left: medium none; border-right: medium none; border-top: medium none;"><br />
</div><div style="border-bottom: medium none; border-left: medium none; border-right: medium none; border-top: medium none;">Will I listen to the advice of my beloved ones when they tell me to manage my scale of priorities? </div><div style="border-bottom: medium none; border-left: medium none; border-right: medium none; border-top: medium none;"><br />
</div><div style="border-bottom: medium none; border-left: medium none; border-right: medium none; border-top: medium none;">What happened in Egypt is already part of history!! And history was made to learn from..</div><div style="border-bottom: medium none; border-left: medium none; border-right: medium none; border-top: medium none;"><br />
</div><div style="border-bottom: medium none; border-left: medium none; border-right: medium none; border-top: medium none;">Friday, 11.2.2011 The Day Mubarak left the Egyptian "THRONE".. </div><div style="border-bottom: medium none; border-left: medium none; border-right: medium none; border-top: medium none;"><br />
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I went to what I thought-off as the most interesting place in Pares, The Arc de Triomphe de l'Etoile, the world largest triumphal arch!<br />
And not any spot around the arch, but where I needed to be at that moment..<br />
On a marble stone bench, sitting next to people from various nationalities,, people speaking different languages,, French people, all talking at the same time, as if I was in a busy beehive... I was sitting on that bench with my iPad in my lap, writing my thoughts from Franc..<br />
Under layers of two hundred years of history.. under the body remains of the unknown solder, the remains of World War 1 and 2...<br />
Being topped by an eternal lit fire-flame that symbolizes the on going grief.. And surrounded by veterans celebrating the end of the World War..<br />
Sensing all that made feel so... tiny..<br />
I realized that sometimes this is how we "need to feel", that we are nothing compared to our surroundings.. This helps us to minimize the importance of our un-stability, and realize that there are more important events around us in this world than, "how We feel, or what We think".. I went from all that and started typing on the touch screen of my iPad..<br />
These French people are really interesting,, Talking about character, identity, and stereotype!!<br />
I have thought that "The romantic Franc" was just a myth, but discovered that it wasn't.. The French romance is a natural result of an interesting chemical combination. The combination of the soft crispy November weather, physical historical architecture, ignorant language "I love you with Pride", and the emotional liberal music and art.. You can sense romance vibes even if you are alone,,,<br />
Being Different from other people, the French people self-esteem doesn't get slightly bothered if they don't understand you, it is "your" problem that you are using a language that they don't understand.. and when they talk to you in French, and you don't understand, they are surprised!!!<br />
It surprised me that "eating cheese" doesn't show on the French people body frame,, I love cheese, but sadly, it disturbs me in all ways, so I guess I have to hold a French passport to be able to enjoy it..<br />
Another thing, from my traveling experience I have learned that "If you PAY, you get SERVED". It is different in Franc. You pay and serve your self!! Seeing people walking in the streets I couldn't stop my self from asking!! From where do they get this energy?? I think it's an European thing!! And I also think, that we Arabs have spoiled our selves to the level that we have handicapped our natural abilities that make us independent creatures..<br />
As a foreigner I had the anticipation that French people are not social, the truth is that they are social buzzing bumble bees when with their same species. They freely express their thoughts and feelings, and have the ability of continuios talking, all, and at the same time.<br />
In addition to that, observing "Mohammad Faroqu", a French Pakistani, talking, I realized that the world was not fare to the French people when claimed that They are ignorant. It is the language and not the people. When Mohamad Faroqu used to speak with me in English with some simple Arabic words, he was so humble and friendly. But looking at his body language and voice tone while speaking French, although I could not understand what he was saying, he seemed ignorant!! So let's have mercy on the French, they are nice social accepting people after all, as long as they are not talking in their native language!!!<br />
As reaching the end of that hour and a half I added a new blessing to my blessing list..<br />
As moving to new phases in our life, And thinking that we have given our kids a lot,, small things come up.. New phases make us discover that there is still a lot more to give..<br />
A blessing that I was surprised by was "parent's ability to offer happiness to their children through simple stuff"... We raise our kids for the future while guiding them through the rode of happiness and success. We feed their bodies to secure their health, educate and nurture their minds to prepare them for success, and guide their spirits to reach stability and serenity..<br />
When, As parents, God has also blessed us with the ability of making their dreams come true,, taking them to places they have been wanting to visit,, playing and laughing with them,, Being around them so they can hold our hand as much as they want,, and allowing them the time to feel secured enough to share with us their secrets and dreams,, Taking them to our past to share a precious moment of the present,, reminding them that we were kids one day, and that's why we can bare their foolishness..<br />
As for us, Having them around us to help us forget how serious life had become,, for us this is what we want in return..<br />
During those fifteen days I wished if I can become a French woman just to be able to eat cheese and enjoy being "Loved with Pride". I also wished If happiness was a French piece of pastry, filled with cream and topped with sugar.. A pleasure that I can take a bite from whenever I wanted..<br />
I turned off my iPad and went back to reality...</div>Anonymoushttp://www.blogger.com/profile/11700547499034827451noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2513066140768862519.post-48960496134288260792010-10-15T19:16:00.000+03:002010-12-04T19:23:55.995+03:00Change, The 21st century trend..<a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEi8octAvmwdk2YmSjRoBNO9M0kbEEY_JrANveDkTvOq8CYDHh0l0GqTXN5wZuvmTaqwPbArM0EenwnFwbklBXsWgwgV58abOOZdzUwPnwBdPA_MpXVkFt4YDQAzpSzZRFvGYxuqzX1-kfHQ/s1600/SG1S1374Edit.jpg"><img style="MARGIN: 0px 0px 10px 10px; WIDTH: 276px; FLOAT: right; HEIGHT: 320px; CURSOR: hand" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5528309112494871026" border="0" alt="" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEi8octAvmwdk2YmSjRoBNO9M0kbEEY_JrANveDkTvOq8CYDHh0l0GqTXN5wZuvmTaqwPbArM0EenwnFwbklBXsWgwgV58abOOZdzUwPnwBdPA_MpXVkFt4YDQAzpSzZRFvGYxuqzX1-kfHQ/s320/SG1S1374Edit.jpg" /></a><br /><a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEiWQQSp8sH84MHGlAR7acmO38ZM50dpTOXNsy2RUwHhOQBc3eWd46SjRP35LctRp4kxiYA4QfFMLGmuaZnNWc2N-GAmusC0L8q2IwebtZaAoKMJ3aPn3cJGCf_ASNJk3AGVQG01aAk9VcSD/s1600/SG1S1373Edit.jpg"><img style="MARGIN: 0px 0px 10px 10px; WIDTH: 236px; FLOAT: right; HEIGHT: 320px; CURSOR: hand" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5528309106700966434" border="0" alt="" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEiWQQSp8sH84MHGlAR7acmO38ZM50dpTOXNsy2RUwHhOQBc3eWd46SjRP35LctRp4kxiYA4QfFMLGmuaZnNWc2N-GAmusC0L8q2IwebtZaAoKMJ3aPn3cJGCf_ASNJk3AGVQG01aAk9VcSD/s320/SG1S1373Edit.jpg" /></a><br />Its interesting how the world is going through this trend of "Change". As Paulo Coelho said in his famous book The Alchemist "And when you want something, all the universe conspires in helping you to achieve it" <div>I was surprised when I saw this comment in front of a beautiful small Inn, an hour and a half drive out of Oxford, I had to save it with my digital eye. </div><div>Are you living a change???</div><div>Don't hesitate to share..</div>Anonymoushttp://www.blogger.com/profile/11700547499034827451noreply@blogger.com0